The most depressed person
Seems to be the happiest
Simply
Because
They don't want anyone sad
Like them

As I walk alone in a sea of people
Drowning in colors and in sound
I can think of myself and know
Self Harm Is Not An Option

As I scream as loud as I can
And all that comes fourth is silence
I can think of myself and know
Self Harm Is Not An Option

As I struggle to find my place
Slipping on people and on words
I can think of myself and know
Self Harm Is Not An Option

But here I lay on the bathroom floor
As all the crimson floods
The Drowning, Screaming, and Struggling stops
And all I know is
Self Harm Is The Only Option

Here I am
I'm waiting
Notice me
Love me
I feel so alone
In a crowded room I'm on my own
Who would love
Who would notice me
Nobody is waiting for me
I'm not here anymore

You hurt me
So im sweet

You killed me
So ill save you

You hate me
And all I can do is love you

You could care less
I care too much

And that's how we work

I'm begging for your acceptance
Its everything I can think of
I might be broken and worn
But I promise I can still work
No one could care like you
But now you don't care
I can't forget the way you cared
How you would worry
But its over
and so am I

Joy
Love
Happiness

You gave me the chance to feel
The chance to thrive

Now you ****
Destroy
Every part of me
Slowly......
You are killing
Every memory
Every hope
And all I do is cry
for what we had
felt.

I cry....

For us

Hear me
I promise I'm loud
I'm yelling
Screaming even
Can you hear me?
I'm screaming to you
Do you want to hear me?
I want to be heard
To be valued
Will you ever hear me?
I'm trying to tell you
Are you deaf?