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 Nov 2014
Ember Evanescent
Okay, new rule:
My friends who I love are not allowed to die on me ever.
I don't want to have to find out like the friends and classmates of this student did today.
Don't. Die.
I don't want to be called into class to be told that you died.
Don't you dare die on me
Because I won't survive.
student just died this morning. We just found out. People are crying and some are just silent. It's a toss up to tell who is in more pain.
I didn't know her, but I can't imagine what it would be like if I did.
 Nov 2014
Luna Lynn
two steps towards the sunset
just a moment after sunrise
the sky looks its best yet
when I see it through your eyes
(C) Maxwell 2014
 Nov 2014
Sia Jane
She had an appeal, attraction
One in which could never be named
Or known.
Her spirit attracted souls -
The injured, the sore, the sorrows
Of those smothered by darkness.
She reassured those pained of
The life that could be lived.
She painted pictures with her eyes
Of the landscapes that raised her
In the outback hills, riding horses
Freely, wild.
She was a blank page -
She could be anyone or anything
Your imagination could dream.
Her body contorted
Every personality was saved within.
The souls she allowed inhabit
Were of mystic mediums, she was
A passer of all.
She was the poignant reminder of suffering
Of past, present and future.
And it was that vulnerability
That vacant distance in her eyes
Those windows into a soul,
Suppressed, restrained
******* of self.
It was that vulnerability
That sent a small sparrow
Barely out of the nest
To drown in rivers of despair so young.
© Sia Jane
 Nov 2014
PrttyBrd
I'm As Real As Your Thoughts, Do not Fear Me

*******'s hangover

Tangential emotion

Birthed in a string of complacency

Welcome, my Prince of the Edge of Shadows
3/9/14
 Nov 2014
Kelly Rose
Music fills her soul
as different
melodies capture her moods
who hasn't yearned
for that country
somebody did somebody wrong song
or just feeling
crazy
or want to jazz it up with
a little of the Latino explosion
visiting Birdland when all else fails
dancing the night away to Donna
saving that last dance for someone special
chilling to the smooth blues' riff
as Michael Grimm crones
how you don't know him
every now and then
when the mood is
right
moonlight sonata calls
and romance and roses win the night
who can resist
when a gal's
in the mood
or sitting before a campfire
signing of the harvest moon
sometimes a body just feels lost
looking for a way to get "closer to god
and f#@%ing like an animal
to feel alive
or banging it out
to AC/DC
beebooping to Madonna or Lady Gaga,
or justifying that
bad love
trying to convince
yourself
that you *like the way he lies

maybe relaxing and
using your imagination
while you talk about stupid girls
and all that garbage
listening to the B52s
and
doing the *rock lobster
11/24/2014
Inspired by Quinnfinn aka Wolf Spirit
variety is the spice of life
 Nov 2014
Elizabeth Squires
a backwash is felt
the backwash from other lands

there are troubles
in lands afar
which shall affect
us in some way
the backwash reaches us
each and everyday

the constant barrage
of armory being used in foreign lands
machine guns and tracer rounds
in war mongers hands
terrorists
parading
a
national from different
land's shore
to be beheaded
which leave a grieving sore

the starvation
which is ever present
in the lands where the soils
bring forth few spoils

though we are remote
in our own lands
we feel the events
that are ongoing
in those many overseas lands

the backwash is a reminder
to us all
that the rest of the world
isn't isolated
by an unfeeling
wall
 Nov 2014
Ember Evanescent
Once again I wore my spiked choker and wristband today
I haven't worn them in a while
Because everyone thinks I'm depressed when I wear them
But I realized I don't care what people think of me
I'm not hollow like I was the last time I wore this
So that is all that really matters
This is my little symbol of rebellion
Against hatred
To say to those who prejudge me and hate me:
F!ck you
I'll do whatever the hell I feel like
Your approval is not needed
I'm happy dressed this way
That's all that matters
I encourage everyone to have a little bit
Of that "F!ck You Attitude" today
Just little symbols of rebellion
Draw a black X on your wrist today
In black ink
If you support
Being yourself regardless what people think
And through this little ink symbol
Though apart in miles
We will be united in spirit
Be YOU :)
X
I'm drawing the black X on my wrist right now. Comment if you are going to do it too. So we know someone else out there supports rebelling against hatred. ;)
 Nov 2014
Ember Evanescent
The problem is
If I still starved and cut
People would care
Because I would be destroying my outer-self
They don't care that you are anorexic and depressed
As long as you don't bring physical harm to your body
The pain inside never matters because they can't see it
Well I hate my face
I hate everything about my body
My ugly arms and legs
Scarred, dry, cracked, ******
Ugly ugly ugly
Face too square
Unfeminine jawline
Eyebrows too thick
Nose too wide
Hair too bland
Eyes the color of dried blood
And ugly ugly brown
There is nothing I can do though that hurts me
When I try to fix it
The worst thing I could do
Would be to put on too much make up
They can't see how much I hate my f*cking ugly self
But I can't hurt myself
So it doesn't matter
Who cares
Ugly can't be diagnosed
So clearly I am not ill in the mind
I am just ugly
Only no one pays attention
To that
Because they can't see that pain
The way they could when I could count all my ribs
And I slashed my wrists
They can't see it
And I can't either
But I can FEEL IT
Even if it doesn't hurt on the outside
It hurts on the inside
Anorexia and Depression can **** you so everybody cares.
Feeling ugly and loathing yourself can't hurt or **** you.
So who cares?
Well, I do.
PAIN IS WORSE THAN DEATH.
 Nov 2014
K Mae
quite small, really
but open to depths
never closed since first shock
awareness being here
with no encoded response
from flesh dusted wild pulse
expressing just what is
open    as one   as all    is one
treasure
already manifest
uniquely not comfortable  
welcome  not  known
nowhere  to  hide  being  now
I would love to share this with you with my voice as balm and rhythm
 Nov 2014
james arthur casey
He didn't live in darkness
It was the light he couldn't bear
Illuminating the futility
Exposing the reality
A world full of selfish people
A trait of the species
Darkness would have been his friend
To hide the truth he could not deny
Obfuscate lust, greed and pride
Survival of the fittest, hey that's alright
Instead he proclaimed humanity's state
Without the hope of even temporary escape
Grim as the Reaper knocking at your door

A car crash aftermath
You can't help but slow down
Turn to see what's there to see
But not for long
The guy in front of you slowed down too
(We've all the same hard wired brain)
Lest you find more than you thought
Not turn back in time
And rear end the other guy

He found ways to sing of loneliness
Despair given a melody
Between the look in his eyes and
The tremble in his voice
He could sell it to a poor man
He was no faker
As real as the sun
That will burn out the eyes of the one
Who gazes too long
At it's blazing light
From light years away
Giving decieving darkness
For the moments you bask in it's glow

The burden was too much for his skinny back
More than the weight of many worlds
He fell beneath his own weight
To him the logical response
But not to me
And not to you
Regardless the empathy and solidarity
How he seemed to have read our mind
Known our story, all our years to now
But he never knew the ending
How I wish it would have been his too
ESCAPE
From the blinding darkness and the piercing light
My third eye has been blind
Open it,  Lord
Show me the reason
And I will sing your song
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