Darling,
The way your smile brights up the room but you don't notice.

Darling,
Your heart so big that you let anyone in.

Darling,
You make my heart skip beats.

Darling,
You're my whole world, my *everything

your eyes are dazzling,
i think its the sun
shining brighter than a diamond ring
but the sun hasn't shun.
i could think of better ways
to dream of your anatomy,
to wish strands of your hair were found in my bed for days,
and to brush the eyelashes off the cheeks of my darling thee.
with the static vision you see when your eyes are closed,
and the nanosecond blindness when you open them,
how when you gave me that smile and my heart rose,
i swear your eyes were shining like an emerald gem.
but its the abstract sense of hope you give me,
the abstract hope that is love.
who could have done this? only but he,
the fantastic illusion greets you with what feels like a shove.
though we treat love as the air we breathe,
thinking it will always be here
and love will never leave.

A soft word on parted lips
Gentle, warm and moist
Chocolate brown eyes that understand
Light kisses against my skin
that hint at something more.
I feel her laughter that bubbles forth
and we're both smiling,
it deepens and an unspoken tension
flits between us, luring and tempting.
begging to do more.
My lips part willingly for her
And I taste her on my tongue.
She is sweet and glowing against me.
The heat rises and ebbs,
touches become wanton and frantic
I plead with her to give me my desire.
wish granted
sleep stole over her after the deed,
but I am wrapped in her and awake.
My fingers slip through her hair,
at some attempt to tame it.
Giving up, I chuckle
and kiss her.
Just her.
Her forehead, her hair, her nose, her eyes, her cheeks.
And lastly her lips.
My love and my life
*how I love you.

It's still you
that I love
It's still you
That i want
It's still you
that I miss
It's still you
that I adore
It's still you
that I need
It's still you
That i hate
Because
there is
no reason
for me
to hold
on to you
this much
because
it's still you
I'm holding on

You are my drug
I am addicted to you
for the past one year
and now I am feeling
the side effects of you
still the best part is
I can't get rid of you
for I know
I am addicted to you
and It's impossible
to live without you

I wonder
why I miss you?

Can I look into your eyes I want to see the stars,
Trapped behind hate untill she broke those bars,
I could roast marshmallows with the warmth in her heart,
I could tell you of her beauty but I wouldn't know where to start,
Words don't exist that could explain her love,
But I'd sing them to the heaven's if there was,
Perfection In a soul is who she is in a sentence,
Between her and an angel I could never tell the difference.

My love for you**
Is greater than any love
There is

you are the  reason I live
and the reason I die..
you are the reason I smile,
yet break down & cry..
you are the reason I keep going
and the reason I fall..
When I close my eyes I feel u
in my every breath I take...
because without u in my life
I 'm nothing at all...

Today my boyfriend said he loves me
My mother always told me not to say it back if it was something I didn't mean
My father always told boys only say that to get into your jeans
Taylor Swift said a boy would make me feel this way at age 15
I keep thinking about how my life should be
I didn't even want to be with someone until like age 23
But then he came along and showed me a whole new universe I had never seen
He makes me laugh and cry and scream
And I can't help but wonder what three simple words could mean
There is so much I've been told and I don't know what to believe
Three words don't mean anything
I asked him if they did and he said what do they mean to me
I said I didn't know a thing
But if I think about it, I guess it's eggs in the morning when you're hungover from the previous evening
It's being miles away and still not cheating
It's holding hands and PDA and kissing
It's yelling and tears and fighting
It's laughing and it's crying
It's climbing the ladder together, even if there are a ton of steps missing
Maybe it's just listening
Maybe it's everything
Maybe they don't mean anything
Today my boyfriend told me he loves me
I don't love him back
I said I love you too, and it's something I didn't mean
It's not that he isn't good enough..
It's just, the word love isn't big enough to express my feelings
I am enchanted
I am speechless
I am all in, head over heels
Falling down a hill
I am taken back
I am double taking
I am walking on clouds
Words are too small
Actions are too small
The universe is too small
I am too small to be loved.

Today my boyfriend said he is in love with me
I said it back, but it wasn't true.