lately I feel like I'm floating an outsider looking within even with friends this feeling never came up before why do I feel it now? stuck outside set aside from conversations left boxed off from friends reduced to nothing but an outsider looking within
trying to describe this weird way I feel as of late
Today the birds chose to sleep. Today the sun began to cool. Today I didn't feel the need to live. And today my soldier came back.
There wasn't a single tear from the skies. Silence. Second silence. Third silence. But no silence could ever heal my heart. So I cried for an eternity. Then two. Then three.
Waiting for him to calm me. Waiting for someone to calm me. Waiting for sleep to calm me. Waiting in silence for an eternity.