find someone 

who knows 

you’re sad

just by the change 

of tone in your 

voice

be with someone

who loves the

feature that

you hate the most
fall in love with

someone who

looks at you and

knows they don’t

want anyone else

I've felt
So bad
For so long
That when
I'm not feeling bad
I don't feel
Like I'm feeling
Anything
At all

Its hard
To think of myself as beautiful
When all i can see
Are the flaws that surround my body
Its hard
To think of myself as affectionate
When all i can see
Is the emptiness holding me down
Its hard
To think of myself as happy
When all i can see
Is the sadness inside of me

I've missed you more than usual lately
Everything reminds me of your
Smile
Laugh
Voice
Eyes
I want to bury my face into your chest and not worry about a thing. But now that place is gone so i continue snuggling my pillow. Its not cozy and comfy like you were, and it doesn't smell like you or that expensive perfume.