Just drown me
In something
Anything
Other than this sea of self loathing

Turn up the silence and block out the sun,
Alone in my room, a bottle and a gun.
It goes click twice, I'll see another day,
Tears start to fall, can't carry on this way.

don't ever let the day **** you
like how your brain eats you
but how could a person do that
when everything seems like falling apart




(samber)

See, the sand is moving
no bars in its way
and the nights passing
there you stay thinking

You wait for things to happen,
when the sand moves with same pace
then you regret, what could have happened
and there you are with a stained face

The sand is waiting for none
you waste time, instead cherish the moment
cause everything lasts for once
and there's no harm making it worth!

I lay cold on the bed,
glucose dripping into me
white walls surrounding me
that beaping sound, broke the silence
I feel my heartbeat...
everything else numb

Some familiar faces appeared
It was my little family,
with teary eyes, forcing a smile
A fear in those eyes
made my heart sink

My little brother spoke,
but I couldn't hear a word
I saw their lips move
but was unable to respond

Something hit my heart inside,
beats getting slower
and slower, with every breath
Vision got blurry
everything was fading

This can't be happening
not like this...
I want to live
and grab the stars
Hearing the last long beap,
everything went blank...