why is it that everyone abandons me,

when i am ugly
when inside i am dying
i am breaking
i am crying
i am hurt
i am sighing

i'm like a strong tree, who seems to

only be lovely in the summer time

when my leaves are attached to me

when birds are singing elegantly

around me

with their lovely melodies

but
but
but

when autumn comes,

and my leaves began to fall

and my branches have curled

and the birds fly away for i am

no longer bursting with beauty

they realize that i am

too weak to do my duty

and no one comes to admire me

for they do not see the beauty that

is within me

so you see

what i mean?

why is that the people i depend on

flee?

when i need them the most,

in the winter time,

they leave me alone

passing by as if i were a dime

but
but
but

thats okay really,
im probably just being silly

It doesn't matter though,

because to be honest,

im much more stronger on my own

i have grown over the years

but
but
but

so have my fears.

i was your ***** and you were my cigarettes

i was your poison and you were my addiction

we we were both each other's greatest regrets

together we sparked but not without creating

friction

he looked at you like you were
the ocean and he was
desperate to
drown.

I don’t want an end, I just want a new beginning