I just want to sleep
close my eyes
relax
then wake up in the sweat
of my dreams
from the murderer
swinging the axe across
my arm and amputating
the only leverage I had

it's been 6 months since you've been gone.
that's half a year.
half a life.
half my life.
half your life.
6 months of pain.
of wanting to cry.
to hurt.
to be gone.

it's been 2 months since you've gotten here.
2 more months since hes been gone.
2 months of my life.
of your life.
of his life.
2 months of happiness.
of no tears.
no hurt.

I still feel the pain
but with your 2 months
his 6 months
and those infinities
I think I can survive.

sometimes i forget
what its like
to not be in love

but then i remember
the pain
and the suffering
before it all

this is my savior
my one and only
my need

you are everything
anything
*you are it

Wherever you are,
Wherever your head rests
On a soft or pounding pillow
Sleeping
I find comfort in seeing you soon
Awake
But until then
I find comfort in how we are
Sleeping
Under the same stars and moon