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samantha Dec 2017
The heavy escape from a gut-wrenching reality
can put a damper on your mood.

For I am like an instrument,
I allow people to play me however they would like.

My life is a chaotic crescendo,
and we are coming to the final bars.

There is no coda to tell you to go back,
nor is there a repeat sign, giving me more time.

I have played my final note
and my absent audience does not want an encore.
  Dec 2017 samantha
storm siren
They call me.

Waving to me from the up-turned leaves
On the trees lining the street
Before a storm settles in.

They call me.

Humming softly after sunset,
Ushering in the blue of dusk.

They call me.

Whispering along the howling wind
That rustles the grass and bangs the shutters.

They call me.

Coming down on me like a firing squad
The rain pummeling into my back
As I desperately try to remember.
As I desperately try to forget.

They call me.

You were the one who warned us.
You were the one who taught us.
We were shown everything.
Told everything.
How to protect ourselves.
How to fight back.
What your weaknesses were,
Because you thought they were ours too.

You were wrong.

They call me.

You didn't realize who we were.
You didn't know what we were,
Or why.

We never meant any harm.
We didn't choose this.
We never got a choice.

To us, choice is nothing but a fairytale
That we've become too old to believe in.

They call me.

The songs of the Old Religion
Rumble towards me
Within the fog.

**"We are the granddaughters  of the witches you weren't able to burn."
samantha Dec 2017
Bide the Wiccan law ye must,
in perfect heart and perfect trust.
Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfill
An' harm ye none, do what ye will.

What ye put forth comes back to thee,
so ever mind the rule of three.
Follow this with mind and heart,
Merry ye meet and merry ye part.
samantha Dec 2017
Not too long ago someone told me,
"The bravest soldiers I know are poets.
They have the courage to define their emotions,
sharing them with the world."
I believe this to be an eternal truth
samantha Dec 2017
Each mind is situated on the spectrum of belief and reality.
Both ends suffer in their search for the truth.

The man who spends his life navigating the spiritual realm.
He attempts to find the greater purpose for everything.
Every blade of grass, each eroded stone a symbol of something bigger.
Given meaning in the name of God or the foreshadowing omen of an individual.

The man who occupies reality, grounded in science and logistics.
His mind filled with reasoning.
Observing outcomes to explain the inexplicable.
He fits his grass and stones into the puzzle of a greater system.
In doing so he is made God and he serves himself.

Both men's findings are recorded, read, believed.
In the end, does it truly matter?
Two lives spent kneeling, yearning for some kind of affirmation that their time was spent correctly.
That they added anything to the greater scheme.

The end comes, the ink runs, the pages wither to dust, knowledge lost, purpose forgotten.
The world keeps turning.
The two cities continue to exist.
Neither one is deemed better or worse.
Both reach the same end game.
on the two cities of god
samantha Nov 2017
We got back together after months of confusion, disillusionment, and manipulation.
We both made the willing choice to try again and give each other all we had.
We decided that we loved one another and wanted to respect one another.
She told me she understood, She promised to work on her flaws, although I never asked her to.
And I believed her when she told me she would never cheat...
samantha Nov 2017
Why is it that the girl who promised to be my girlfriend and love me always, never has time to spend with me?
It is a Friday night and she is out having so much fun...
but I am home...
and she is spending her time with another boy.
And they are probably drinking and sharing laughter,
and he can give her things that I cannot.
and maybe this is the end.
Maybe tomorrow she won't be my girlfriend anymore.
And the past 6 months of my life will have been for nothing.
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