River Scott: Poems

River Scott Apr 2015

there's something missing
a hole in everything I do
a hole in my existence

i hate to say it
but sweetheart, you
you are what's missing

i try to deny
that i miss you
day in and day out

it's hard to move on
when that's emptiness is there
and you seem to be all that fits

i just want you
back by side
to love me forever.

-r.y.s

I keep trying to move on, but I can't do it.

I'm trying to write everyday now. I stopped and I hated it.

#love #life #soul #you #on #hole #miss #move #sweetheart #ryan

You walked away a year ago

River Scott Jan 2015

You walked away a year ago

New Year's Eve
2 minutes to midnight
1 minute
30 seconds
20 seconds
10 seconds
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1

It's a new year
But it's a scary year
Every year
It's just been back to the same thing
Back to school
Back to friends
Back to boring

This year,
everything is changing
Back to school
till May
April showers
Bring high school graduations

4th of July fireworks
Fade into freshman year
of college.
College
I've always dreamed of this
But it's so close
And I want a redo

Because it's been
almost a whole year
since you left
and I sit
and think of you
everyday

We were supposed to do this
together.
But you left.

-r.y.s

And yet I still love you.

#love #new #years #college #year #graduation #eve #exes #ryan

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