clementine

clementine Jul 2020

promises

why do people make promises that they couldn't keep?

why?

#promises #sad #broken

clementine Jul 2020

whenever i saw your name,
it sends shivers down my spine
and it makes my heart flutter.

but now,

whenever i saw your name,
it makes me cry
and tears my heart into pieces.

#hurt #sad #heartbroken #cry

clementine Jul 2020

you said you love me

you said you love me
but where were you?
when i lost my way?
when i needed you the most?
when i needed a friend to lean on?
when i needed care?
when i needed to save myself?

you said you love me
but why are you beside her?
laughing while i'm here crying
you left my heart in disarray pieces
leaving me hopeless

you said you love me
was that all a lie?
with teary eyes
and bitter smile
i caressed your face,
"i will now let you go."

it still hurts tho.

#love #heartbrokem #lies

clementine Jul 2020

a poet's block

blank pages and crumbled papers
i scribbled down then throw it later
inkless pen and broken proses
tragic poetries like thorns of roses
caged in darkness
chained by sadness
i have no tears left to cry
i'm gonna take a break,
g o o d b y e

got so many ideas but i have no words to put.

#frustrated #sad

clementine Jul 2020

again

i am not contented with who and where i am
my life is still messy and ain't perfect
it’s corrupted and it’s ugly
and there’s something that i need
an unfamiliar greed and so
i sit here listening to sad songs
and let myself drown with sadness
a g a i n.

my sad hours are coming :>

#sad #lost

clementine Jul 2020

lies

you let him into
your heart,
not knowing
the lies
he kept within.

#lies #heartbroken

clementine Jul 2020

i hope parallel universe me is okay

I hope she has a good life.
I hope she has friends that she can lean on.
I hope she never overthinks at night.
I hope she never encounters depression and anxiety.
I hope everyone loves and cares for her.
I hope everyone accepts her flaws.
I hope everyone understands and respects her.
I hope she can find a man whose willing to sacrifice for her.
I hope she can do whatever she wants.
I hope she never shed a tear without knowing why.
I hope she has confidence.
I hope she can decide on her own.
I hope that every moment in her life is a worth to remember.
I hope she's not drown by sadness.
I hope she's happy unlike me.

#hope #paralleluniverse #me #sad