ever heard of teen depression?
i'd say its more like obsession.

what kind of obsession, you say?
hurting oneself just to feel okay.

but that's just one of them,
look it up if you give a ****.

for i am sure you know of not,
because its something that can't be taught.

The drummer of my heart
Pumps me into being
My very blood dances to the beat
The drummer of my heart
Turns the silence into music
As my essence glides across those sticks
The drummer of my heart
Keeps time with my joy
Happily beating fear into submission
The drummer of my heart
Makes me race in excitement
Accelerating and elevating my love
The drummer of my heart
Plays the stars as his drum set
And is the very rhythm of my soul

Running down my face
Rushing river water dropz
Never stop always come back
Sooner or later I'm attacked

My family, My home, My career, My future, My son, My lover

Sting my heart, rip my skin, burn my eyes, bruise my body, confuse my brain, clog my veins

All these things come in effect
Lost in the lead too direct
That's on mine one day at a time
It's hard for a G like me
So close to my Associates Degree
Phi Beta Kappa President
Southwest L.A. belongs to me
I had it on lock
Straight from the block
But things happen
I fall still I stand tall
But now I'm clapping
Lames feeding off the fame
I want the money in the game

I ask myself will I make it
Will my body take it
All my scars, wounds, injuries
Guns, grenades, artilleries
Body fatigue in this major league
My dreams are uncertain
My goals are important
My drive moves instant
Aiming for a better life
Searching for my chosen wife
I'm a southern soldier
Mentally growing older

remember those 'i love you more fights'?

looks like i won.