i’m watching me be here
just be; floating
i’m watching me watching
and i feel nothing
my body is cold
but my head is hot
melting my brain
pouring through my mossy eyes
what am i doing here
she doesn’t look like me
a carcass brimful
nothing of mine
divided mind from body
frozen in blurry vision
a universe away
i mourn for peace
i wrote this in my statistics class while i was dissociating during a panic attack.