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aviisevil Sep 2015
I am weak, I am sick
so hungry that
I can even eat my skin
my thirst
is burning my heart
as I rust and
bleed in the pit
drinking my blood black
and drowning in
an ocean of sin
being carried to the depths
of dark and more
where I am not
who I was anymore
only bones and flesh
monster without a master
I killed myself
and buried myself after
only to find me wandering
the corners of the mist
in deep, silence and wondering
if dark can speak through the hollow
echoing the voices of his
luring me out in the open
across doors hidden and broken
colours exploding in themselves
melding in a winter dream awoken
from a deep slumber
my years are only a number
of how long I have been
but not what I mean
and what i have seen
is more than I ever could be
the rage in my heart poisons
my eyes and my lies
inhaling numb tales and potions
portion of me not ready to die
believing seasons can linger
longer than the winter
before they wither
i hear them whisper
of the ones lost and taken
of the wise and mistaken
of the ones forsaken
born into this world
where chains set you free
and dreams slit your throat
i have more scars than me
you don't see through the smoke
you've kept me in
I can even eat my sin
i want to leave, i am sick
Notes (optional)
aviisevil Sep 2015
I stand watching as you keep walking
on
The last drop has been bled and now
i'm all alone
What little hope I had you took it
along
And now even the stars in the dark
sky are gone



Hurt me once more O' you cruel
wicked world
Take me to the memories i've never
been
Make an ocean from my tears
and blood
A dark and cold abyss that i've never
seen
Drown me in my own nightmares
ignore me once more
Take that last piece of my sanity and
ignite me 'cause I'm so cold
Let your fire make me want to wish
that I was never born
Make me feel all your pain that
no one has ever known
Its still not enough , every fall that
you've shown
My eyes are still closed and they
won't mourn
Open them for me , so I can be blind
again
Take me with you and away into
the unknown
Let the lingering dream finally
be buried
And now is the time to lead me to the
unmarked grave
I've to reach home soon , mama will be
worried
Give this heart of stone what it craves
and what you made



Show me the way to myself , a road
never walked upon
Let the strangers strangle me along
the way
Burning with rage , a seed that i've
sown
Let me walk back to my demise and
be on my own
Burn my skin with every lonely breath
I take
Creating reality that we never wanted
to make
Now what have I , an endless
nightmare that I made
Fed it all my hurt and now it's ready
to take my place
Hurt me again O' you cruel wicked
world
It has been so long that I can't even
remember my face
Bury me once more in your dark and
dirt
**** me for I never want to escape
from this maze
Spill my blood and paint it all across the
walls
Tell them my story , tell them I was
never lost
Now take my hand and let me fade once and
for all
Walk me to the edge of myself and
just let me fall





Let my tears sing for the rest of the
lonely world
Make them see through my every
hollow word
Let them be one with all the pain and
despair  
Make them see what I couldn't in my
hurt
Let me be the road to guide them
back home
The warm shadow that won't ever
leave them
alone
The face in the mirror when everyone
else
is gone
Let me be the one for whom they
would all mourn
Let a song be heard from the depth of
my grave
And let the stars be found again in the
approaching sunrise
For every lost Soul trapped inside
the dark maze
Make them remember that we'll
always
have the sky
Hurt me once more O' you cruel wicked world
make this ocean of dread rage with all
that's left alive  
Burn me down with all your wrath
and fury
And watch me with dismay
as I slowly
come back to life


Hurt me once more O' you cruel wicked world

*Hurt
Notes (optional)
aviisevil Sep 2015
forgotten souls burning cold, unspoken words never told
disappearing voices echoing the same old lore
preaching what they cannot see

autumn is here again, now corpses will taste the rain
dreaming about the scars that do not have a name
learning what they cannot be

swallowing as it fades, another sin this world forbade
scars of the world that it nurtured and made
now engraved on me

children dying, a father crying for the one's that do not make it back
a mother is lying to the mirror watching it grow black
whispering love isn't free

another winter to keep, a heart that would weep
watching every waking eye fall back asleep
as scars of the world rage free

eternally
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aviisevil Sep 2015
his dying breath was hollow
you could see the dark in his eyes
it was drizzling from morning
grey mourning with a white sky
there were more but empty
spent by the masters and sage
corpses lined in a beautiful dream
one you see when you cannot wake

he too made peace with the scars
eaten away never to be whole
only the sound of his failing heart
called a name amidst the roars
between the journey and end
within the coffin of despair
there he laid mine nameless friend
whilst corpses danced everywhere

the dead won't say a morbid word
deaf and blind from all the screams
rotting angles by a mothers hurt
buried with them love and dreams
he laid there ever so softly
in the middle as the song raged
Buddha of war, they all must be
burning cold as they fade

into the endless nothingness
as the hell breathes them in
forever to hear the silence
so that the world can sing
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aviisevil Sep 2015
numb fingers don't burn
cold heart won't scream
what have we become
how long has it been
when you and i were in love
but now as i look back it seems  
we were dawn and dusk
and maybe it was all a dream
a clock ticks by magic tricks
what is gone shall never return
keeping tears hidden in mist
there are more things to burn
Notes (optional)
aviisevil Sep 2015
what do you owe
you ask yourself
pretending still
that there's an answer
in your misery
buried inside the depths
dark and weary
--
crawling on the walls
hidden by the scars
rotting old
that there's a face
more ugly
than yours
Notes (optional)
aviisevil Sep 2015
too much confusion for the retribution,
Making our holy way to the next illusion,
no delusional about what is real and what is not
I don't know, I just got here and I really can't
say a word more because the noise won't let me speak
it takes me over, puttin' all of these verses on repeat
it eats me from the inside and I know I hear a voice
I think it is me, drowning in all that noise
Screaming for a hand to pull me outta this hole
you gotta understand it doesn't take much to be whole
Only when you break apart my man, can you see the pieces
pick up the shards, make a mirror and feed it
take a page outta the reflection, cause you're gonna need it
watch as you've not done before, that face you've gotta bleach it
don't jump too high if you're afraid of the heights,
tryin' so hard but you can't reach it, you can't keep it,
You can't leave it, you have to bleed it or the dream shall die and they won't believe it.

swallowing tears as they fall
head up high against the wall
remember how you told me
I would mean nothing at all
nothing at all, nothing at all
yet I believe..
Notes (optional)
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