F&A is forever our thing, I hope you never use that for other girl
I hope we stay to gather til we're gray and old
Cause your in embedded in my heart
Your heart strings can you feel them when I pull
Forever& Always F&A

I can picture holding your hand forever
I can see us old gray in our house, I can already see our marriage
And what I'm gonna say
My vow to you:
I promise to love you in your worst moments, I promise to stand behind no matter if your wrong I'll tell you later that you are
I promise to love our children until I die an on to the next life
I promise to stay
I promise to spoil you with my love
And I'll love you til I die and in to the next
Never will my love fade
it will never warn, for you are my life

I'm stuck in time, Unable to move
My mind is unhinged, I'm confined to this dark place
It's in the creases of my head, In the back corners of my brain
It's spreading in to my soul, Ripping me apart
I'm unable to move forward, I'm am stuck and I want to get out
But my pride is to high, To say i want to die
I want to end this, I'm a waste of space
If i told you, you say i sound to stupid, you wouldn't take me seriouly
You'd judge me just like she did.
that's what I'm most afraid of

I'm afraid to say goodbye, scared I'll miss out something
Afraid to pull the trigger to end all this pain
No body notices how I feel, All my emotions are fegin
A blind man can see the suffering
But all these friends can't see the tear stains
Blind to my pain, Blind to helping me
I can't escape, i can't not be free
My mind holds me captured
Bullet to the dome will do it
this could be my final goodbye

Every one around me lives in a glass world
They all swirl around happy in there little glass case
Happy not a care in the world thinking how they won't break
Soon the weight of the glass world will soon make them ache
They'll tumble over shatter there glass world
but maybe I'm glad mine broke
Now I'm real and not a reflection of who I wanted to be.

I.... you left again
But this time i don't want you to come back
i want you to stay gone....
gone in the wind
memories within
will fade
and soon
enough
i'll love again

it rains
black rain
   in the night
       It thunders! in the dead of night
              Her heart stops
                           No more thumps left
                                     No more thunder in her body
                    No more lighting to light her up
                And it's your fault
  you  let her down
Now she cries black rain
while she's dying
on the inside