shut your MOUTH
and let me speak
because when you SPEAK
I can't think
When you THINK
you don't filter
and when you don't FILTER
your words hurt
and when you HURT
you don't care
when you don't CARE
I want to die.

I know
that you are
the absolute and
total
better part of
me
someone I could only
ever ever
aspire to be
let’s leave it there
where I started
you are the absolute
absolute absolute absolute
and total
better part of me.

You like me
But do i like you?

Your nice to me
Am i nice to you?

You always talk to me
Do i do the same for you?

You make my face go on fire,
But is it from you
Or the attention?

You say we’re perfect.
But do i think the same for you?

No.
I dont know.

He's just sitting there
Admiring me
Does he know what's going on in my head?
It's destroying me
Knowing I'm leading him on
Never purposely

I care too much
but I'm too little
I'll destroying what you have of me
It'll never set you free
knowing I lead him on
never purposely

Do these feelings ever leave?
He's dumb and poetic
And perfect for me.
But there's a problem
I'll always see.