I started watching football when I was eight

At that moment I had everything to hate



The next day I went with the squad

I played with a poor morale



Than as the time passed by

People said Ronaldo in Madrid is *****



Than as the Manuel Neur got the fame

Messi got him chipped later in the game



In June they compared Andre Gomes with James

For real? Thats just lame



Merle said "Football players are like prostitutes"



They said "Giroud comes to show off his beard"

Footballers like Yahya dont even drink beer



While some footballers go to the club when they hit the big time

Tottenham striker said "He cant remember going to a club last time"



Bayern Munich bailed out Dortmund with a loan in the past

Oil money of PSG on Neymar gave me a flabbergast..

It used to be heavy nights
Way too many dreams
And none was started

Took the gaze in the gloomy lights
Too many hopes
And none was the culprit

I fall to the curb
People laughed as they heard
And I questioned my purpose too many times

"Thats enough", took my bag
And said goodbyes
That was optimistic till I tired

Didn't know I was over enthusiastic
World was just the same
I just waned more and got insane

Why people question when they don't wanna hear?
Why they blame when no one's near?
Why they try so many times and still don't get clear?

People look at the stars
Cuz they say it's written in the stars
But still unheard tales are the real scars

So I was just stumbling in the night?
It doesn't matter?
Whom I say "Im better"

I was stumbling in the night
It doesn't matter
I have no purpose however I chatter

Never knew someone would come and take my life
Never knew someone would come and haunt my night
Never knew someone would come and make it all right

Tell me why I can't get no peace
Tell my why I feel like Im on lease
Tell me why you are my show piece

I wake up everyday
I wake up everyday without sobriety
Like whole night you've been my diety

Two hundred bucks in my hands and I'm wishin
I wanna take you out cuz I know Im missin
You caught and lit me up with ignition

Ever since I got your text Im itchin
Like fish outta sea Im twitchin
****, My head's filled like Im lynching

If you trynna run away from my space
I'll hit you like a school bus without trace
Got myself tied and I can't chase

All of my people can't see what Im seeing
They just taunt and never started believing

Bounded by shackles, intimidated by own failure
Everyone laughs on first steps, thats just behavior

We live in a world full of rejections
Love, work and school, all without perfections

Collecting money and afraid of expenses
Everybody's afraid of facing consequences

Lies are soft, they can be made whatever
Hard to say, does it make people clever?

Life is a book, you write on your own
Its just, pen is permanent, cant be blown

We try to find silver lining and get vanity
We just dont realize its hard to face reality

Kids throwing rocks on the window pane
Or an old guy walking with a cane
Everyone's surrounded, cant tell their pain
Longing to say "Im goin insane"

They say Love is stronger than miles between
Kids talk love even at the age of fourteen,fifteen

Illusion never changed, into something real
Wide awake, we see our life's just a flywheel

Followed your heart, followed your feet
Took all the advices you gave me
Pulled me apart, tore me to seams
Waned a silver lining to frame me

Now I don't need to see you smiling
I don't need your hope
I don't need to keep you admiring
Because I'm not playing this skipping rope

Took all the blames and sewed up my thoughts
Limped, is what you waned me to see?
Built up the walls, threw me in
Suffocate, is what you taught me to be keen in

I know you're a doll and you want me to be more
But I can't sell myself and end up like a *****
So take all your closeness, you lost your shot
Now you're nothing more than a blindspot


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Heard she said I got no intent
Does she love better than I can?
Yea, I know I sound foolish
Like I have got hit by cupid

We'll run out with the music
Like the path we are choosing
Is blurred without losing
And we can hope to be amusing

Meadows shinning like marbles
Im spinning around in circles
As if my life is of broken bottles
And all I'm doing is rehearsals

Enough with the fears, put on the mask
Like I have so much but nothing to ask
I was standing along the wall with pride
Now I can't tell myself wake up from inside

People never see the future
They just focus on the Was

We live without reasons
Just end all on Because

Just take the shovel and bury all
Our life's nothing just bachelor of laws

I should've, I could've, I would've is what we know
No one stops and lives, they just lost the glow

We surround ourselves with people who we want
I don't even care is now our favorite flaunt

Our world is defined by comment sections
Made so many routes and all are misdirections

Why do we don't challenge how we wanna be?
Just running and hiding has become our spree

The real you is not defined by the size of your office
The real you is who you are even with empty pockets