He wrote about his life
And all that he feels
His thoughts opened into pages
Like his mind in a book

He wrote about his darkest days
And all the sadness in them
His tears dripping onto the words
Wishing for a better world

He wrote about his happier days
When things go better
His heart had time to heal
Before facing another battle

He wrote about the way he love
And all the things she made him feel
His smile appearing once more
As he told her
"It's for you."




*And she would read them over and over
For he was her favourite book

And she never really reads...

We wrote about the way we love
And the little things that happened in between
But what we have failed to realize
Is that
We were all slowly writing
Towards
**An ending

Maybe
Somehow
I'll be there
In that universe that I don't exist in
Where I would see
That you are there too

Hearts were racing and feet were running
Her trying to catch up in her white sneakers
Him holding onto her hand
With a smile when he looked back

Laughter was astounding and panting in between
Her in that little white dress, a small veil over her head
Him in that neat shirt, sleek jeans and a stunning white bow tie
"This is crazy..." they said

"Ready?"
"Not really."

Hearts were racing but feet were walking
Their hands clutched together, ever so tightly
Down the aisle they go
Towards an altar that they've failed to believe in

Laughter melted into little giggles and panting in between*
With minimal witnesses
They made silly vows
And exchanged simple rings

"I do."*

And they shared a kiss
One like no other
One that marked their ultimate bliss

"I love you." she whispered
"I know." he chuckled
And she hit him with the tiny bouquet
"Unbelievable." she scoffed in joke

"I know."
He said, gently
And he kissed her forehead
"Tell me all about it."

  

                                                           *And they laughed...
                                                         Ever so happily...

The lights were tinted pink...
Her body brazenly smashed against the wall
His hands all over her
But he was just *one of those other guys...

Her mind a blank sheet of paper
Merely awaiting the pay check at the end
She said words she didn't want to say
She did things she didn't like to do

The door slammed shut as he left
And tears rolled down her abused cheeks
Her phone buzzed one time
His name beautifully popped up on the screen

"I'm at the door."

The lights were tinted pink....*
As she let him in
He held her tight in his arms
Whispering gently

"Let's pack your bags. You're leaving with me."

The lights were tinted pink...
Her heels knocked over messily across the floor
Her skimpy dress thrown at the tail of the bed
Her bare body revealing wild prints

She hugged her knees to her chest
A cigarette in her fingers
Her long hair frizzled and tangled
And she watched as he started to stir

She pushed herself off the bed
Sloppily, she stumbled to the bathroom
But he caught her in his arms
Her phone started to buzz with random names

"Let go."

The lights were tinted pink...*
*As he released her
Back into the wild
Where she knew and he thought she belonged
In the most crazy and wrecked nights