All Hallows Eve for a child was pop corn ***** , hot apple cider by the bonfire ! Roasting marshmallows , trick or treating , listening to tall tales on cool October evenings ! Caramel apples , pumpkin seeds roasted in the oven , hay rides , county fairs and ***** houses ! Hide an seek in Granny's cornfield , spin the bottle , blind man's bluff !  One potato two potato , tag in the yard , red light green light , blowing bubbles and kick ball !

Why is it that after a nap in the afternoon, that's what nanny's do, you know, that sleep evades as night time comes?
Scratch my head as on said bed, I sit and wait with net in hand to catch sleep of which now evades me.
Fading into tomorrow time,
Fortunately tomorrow's mine.
Watching Rick Wakeman, playing Vivaldi, dissecting four seasons.
That in itself most pleasing.
Painting pictures with music's imagination.
A reason for being awake.
Thank God for Vivaldi.
(c)LIVVI

I should have bought her flowers. Those eyes, that hair, the true definition of beauty. I was the love and she was the heart break.
She walked and I swear she made the ground shake. She was everything any guy could ever want but I was no longer the guy she would want.
Heart break is such a painful thing, yet I still think I should have bought her flowers.  Pink was her favorite color so maybe some pink roses.
Her new fiancé brought a smile to her like no other. She was perfect and her only weakness was roses. They were something she would die for.
She was deathly allergic to them... As I head to their wedding, there isn't a more appropriate time to buy her flowers.

I've got a **** right there between my legs
It hangs and grows like another ***** might
It's a shame the reality goes over your head
I **** sometimes like a **** truck punching
On all cylinders, I **** sometimes lying
With legs open wanting and exposed
I've got a **** right there between my legs
It hangs and grows like any **** does
It's a shame reality goes right over your head
I altered my consciousness.
I altered my brain.
I altered my hormones.
My testosterone's gone.
My estrogen's over ******* full.
Call me what you want but
My experience is beyond.
Beyond.

This is your life
It's all you care about
My income,my job
Bragging all around
About how I'm great
And that's thanks to you
A loving, caring mother
"Say it isn't true?"
No comment...
No words
Can really explain
What you are to me
So I'll start with *****
Cause that's all I see

I know you love me
In your own chaotic way
Just not before everyone else
Somehow that's okay
So I've learnt to deal
With all the ******* you spit
I'm useless, just a burden
I ain't worth ****

So when I leave
And walk out that door
I'm not coming back
And that's for sure
I'll leave this ******* of a family
You say you love
Disappear out of here
And find a new one

Say whatever you want
Cause I won't be listening
The people actually hearing your crap
Ain't worth mentioning
Just a waste of all my energy
Can't change people judging me
Cause what I did
And what I've done
Will always be apart of me

Reputation is what they hear of me
That life is just a fallacy
Not my true identity.

When I was a kid this was all so simple
a day wasted was never so
and an hour in thoughts was worth it all
now I've no time,no patience,no tranquility
Overloaded overloaded
I'm not what I used to be
when you were mine I deposited myself on you
I felt so light, now you are others
I'm overloaded to were I can't move on.