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Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
And
i never once thought
the words,
"I love you".

Will bring me,
This much pain.

But,
Our love,
It was real.
Isn't it?
Make oneself wonders.
Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
She push Him away,
When all He want is
To make Her smile.

But it's okay,
As long as She's
Happy.

He puts up,
A genuine and
Gentle smile.

And all of sudden,
The moon and stars,
Look beautiful than ever.

Maybe just maybe, He thought
He's not worthy enough
of Her love.

And yet, when He left,
All She can feel, is Her void
And wounds, getting worse.

Perhaps, all these times,
When He's waiting for Her.
And She never comes,
Not even once.
Okay, i think I'm quite satisfied with this one!
Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
When no one else
want to stay,
Just so you know,
I will and Always.
Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
Do you know that;
Somewhere between
You and me,

There was love,
So much love.
That not even words,
Can describe it perfectly.
One who strikes first, shall win.
Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
Can we be honest,
is love real
or is it just a game
We all play?

And losers,
Lost everything.
Even the ability,
To love deeply.
Seems about right.
Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
All i see,
In her eyes
Is a darkness
Without an end.

And suddenly
All I heard,
Is these voices
Full of regrets,
Swirling up
inside Me.

I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
Please, don't leave.

But,
it's too late.
There's no love
In her eyes
As it fade away.

And as she walk away,
Leaving me with deep
Wound that'll
Never heals.
Perhaps, losing her has ruins
My ability to love deeply.
Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
Perhaps,
All of us,
Are little lonely
These days.
Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
Somewhere along the way,
I became afraid to say
"I love you".

Afraid if it's just empty words,
Afraid that it no longer hold value,
Afraid that I can't love anymore.

But, as long as it's love,
I'm more than sure,
That I'll never ask you to leave.
Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
You dare question
my loyalty,

When I gave you
everything I had,

And it still wasn't
enough for you.
And i guess I'm losing this battle.
Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
Sometimes
i was dying to
hear
someone say,

That i didn't  need
to try so hard to be perfect,
that i was enough
And it's okay.

Perhaps,
I'm too blind to see
That i don't love myself enough.
Akmal zulhelmi Jun 2019
Her smile,
Is more beautiful
Than the moon itself.

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