I'm fine. I really am. I'm not upset. I'm just tired. I'll be fine. Don't worry about me. I'm ok. I don't want to talk about it. Just leave me alone. I'll be alright. I'm not angry with you. Don't be upset. I told you I don't want to have this conversation. I don't need to. There's no reason to worry. I don't even want you to open your mouth. I just want to be left alone. I don't need help. That's for day dreamers. Oh, Now my heart is broken.. you fall in love, you cry for a while, and maybe you start to think like me. "How are you feeling? You don't look okay? Are you okay?"I cried for you. Where were you? Where did you go? And tonight, I'll fall asleep with you in my thoughts. Why are you letting me go? "She talks about you like you put the stars in the sky.
Yes I'm fine. I'm feeling better. Thank you, still a little out of it. Thank you though. Sorry, what was that? I wasn't paying attention. Yeah. I'm fine. You don't have to interrogate me. What's that? Oh nothing in particular. Just doing a little thinking. I was waiting for you to come.. You never came. Why didn't you ever come? I needed you. No, please don't leave me. Don't go. I don't want your help.. You're a ****. I waited for you. It's like a love cycle, and then your heart gets broken. Than you cry some more. Please, I need you. Please. No, leave me alone. I said I'm fine, just go. Wait. Don't leave. Please. Why did you leave me? What did I do to you? I don't know what to do. I'm running out of band aids dear.. It's ashame.. We've all become such broken things. You complete me. Please don't leave me. I just can't do this anymore. I don't want to do this anymore. Maybe I expect too much.. I'm gonna grab the rope, and if you try to stop me, I'll slice my wrist. Don't go.. Please stop me. I can't. I can't. I don't know. I'm so confused.
So tonight I'll fall asleep with you in my heart.
This is a conversation between myself and the thoughts that we're going through my head at one point in time. I always felt lost. Like I needed someone. But I pushed them away. And ended up hurting them while I was hurting myself.