My stomach ties itself in knots
My tongue becomes a brick
My hands tremor
My eyes sting
My skin crawls
My mind wanders
My heart drops
My will fades
Yet I do nothing
I'm lying here
Powerless

*******
You choke the life out of the person I love. You won't even allow a tap out.
As she's choking, she hates herself.
It's because of you. Why don't you
pick on someone your own ******* size? A person can only take so much. Humanity is a curse.

She wants to die,
More than live.
She loves me.
She hates life.
I love her.
I hate life.
I want to live,
But only with her.
Quite the dilemma.

They say forgive and forget
But don't you ever forget

They tore into me
Now I rip myself apart
Put myself back together
Pieces are missing
*No one will know

Drown me in hate
It's all I deserve
I can love you
But I can't love me
You can love me
But you can't love you
We've got it twisted
But at least we've got it