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Ash Oct 2020
You once made my sky blue,
reason why I can't hate you.
I know you loved me too,
but now you tore my heart in two.

I loved you all those years,
I fought away your fears.
As I drink all these beers,
I am fighting back my tears.

I was always your believer,
while you're a heart breaker.
Promising a life together,
I should've known better.

You begged to let you go,
while I yell back no!
I had stoop so low,
taking a heavy blow.

You have moved on quickly,
while I'm failing miserably.
You even replaced me easily,
played with my heart selfishly.

I want to feel all the anger,
but would it make me lighter?
Would it make things better?
Or would it make me bitter?

You already left,
leaving our book in a shelf.
Another love story has ended,
another protagonist that's wounded.

There's no such thing as happy ending,
I should just stop dreaming.
I should just stop trying,
I should just stop searching.

I know you're already happy,
and it's not because of me.
I am finally setting you free,
even if it kills me.
Written for a friend of mine who loved a person for 8 years.
Ash Dec 2020
A wonderfully written prose,
Beautiful and elegant as a rose.
Lines as fine as sand that buries my toes,
Including all my worries and woes.

A love that would always be sweeter,
With a beautiful and amazing lover.
As I smile and write onto this paper,
Trying to put this masterpiece together.

My pen that moves gracefully,
Creating a piece that's written beautifully.
With lines and verses thought carefully,
For an angel whom I love unconditionally.

In fact it is without a doubt,
These are words I couldn't say by mouth.
Afraid things might suddenly go south,
But we all know to who this is all about.

It is for the daughter of Aphrodite,
Who is also the Goddess of Love and beauty.
Someone who possesses beauty with much intensity,
She is someone who can bring you to insanity.
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Ash Oct 2020
A world where you need to hide,
a world where you need to abide.
As your inner self has died,
people not knowing the times you cried.

A world where you would need to impress,
a world where you would need to suppress.
The real you that you want to express,
until your mind slowly becomes a mess.

People who expects you to be perfect,
someone who doesn't have any defect.
That's when they give you respect,
when you show them you are not a reject.

Parents disowning their children,
just because they were different.
You can only come back when you repent,
or experience hell's eternal torment.

This is still the world we live in,
Can't be comfortable in your own skin.
And just by being yourself would be a sin.
Whatever you choose you can never win.
Ash Oct 2020
I heard you were quitting,
I guess it's that frustrating.
The monster inside laughing,
He can feel that he's winning.

Are you choosing him to take over?
Already declaring him the winner?
Telling yourself you're a loser?
Because you became a quitter.

Your creations are work of art,
everything came from the heart.
You need to go back from the start,
think about how you'd got this far.

It was always your sweet escape,
it was your emotions that helped you create.
A masterpiece that people can relate,
to the extent they can feel your heartache.

Remember the times you started writing,
those times when you were breaking.
Those times when you were hurting,
those times when you were drowning.

It made you get up and fight,
it helped you restore your might,
When everything doesn't feel right,
you sit down and start to write.

So now grab a pen and a paper,
go ahead and try to remember.
The reason why you became a writer,
and the magic behind "The Dreamer."
Just a reminder for the writers out there who wants to quit and give up.
Ash Dec 2020
I will be picking up my pen,
and I will write once again.
For now I'm not sure when,
but please wait until then.

As I will write about flattery,
words that are just flowery.
Creating a verse that's happy,
not about the feeling of misery.

A poet that felt a joyous feeling,
an emotion I put into writing.
I found my muse that was missing,
after years of blindly searching.

Inspired by the apple of my eye,
I let out a satisfied sigh.
It's a warm feeling I can't deny,
and I will never ask why.
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Ash Oct 2020
Staring out into space, ignoring the warm tears.
still yearning for your love after all these years.
The love of my life who took away all my fears,
Our happy memories left as souvenirs.

Your gorgeous face that I wanted to see,
in your arms is where I want to be.
Your love is my safe place, my sanctuary.
But my Love you were taken away from me.

It's you who I still dream about,
I still love you without a doubt.
It's your name that I still shout,
for I loved you all throughout.

Why did you have to say goodbye?
I still keep asking myself why.
And I'm not going to lie,
I always try not to cry.

Whenever I think about you.
and whenever I miss you.
I don't know what to do,
with the pain that I can't chew.

It's your love that I still long for,
just like what I wanted before.
For you have touched my core—
and I will always be craving for more

But Love, how do I let you go?
please tell me, I want to know.
Even if I would have a hollow chest,
But I know it would be for the best.
One of my works from my personal poetry collection.

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