i failed once again
my impulses take control
i find no reason to fight it
i fell like ive lost it all

the demons
come creeping back in
they help me pick up the razor
and put it against my skin

one little line
soon becomes more
its not long before
the drips hit the floor

im falling down
back into old habits
its a neverending fall
into neverending pits

it's time for me to go now
the gashes need to heal
ive been torn and torn myself up
none of this seems real

Shoot a man in his limbs,
he won't die easily.
Shoot the man in the head,
he shall die obediently.

It feels as if I am drowning,
Drowning so deep in my own thoughts
I can't get up and grasp the help that I need, I don't seem to want it anymore, I can't have it, what's the point? I'm going to fail,
fail in life,
Fail in what everyone expects me to be,
Fail in myself,
Fail in others,
and fail in trying.
Everyone says I have the potential, but do I really? Potential, what even is that word anymore? The only potential I have is to just lie down, and drown.

god i hate you
just one look
and i melt like butter
to your
hot steel knife gaze

I hate that your pain is my pain because ****** that's double the pain.
But that also means that your happiness is my happiness and what could be better.

One day you'll meet a guy
Who'll tell you you're beautiful
And you will believe him
More than you did me.