Grandma, I wish I could send this to you in heaven.
I know we've never met, since you became an angel too soon.
I'd like to tell you how greatful I am, for giving birth to an amazing daughter, my mother.
Without you, there'd be no her, & without her there'd be no us(My brother, & I).
If you only knew how much pain my mother holds, trying to hide away her tears, when she speaks of you.
Only then, would you have regretted your mistakes, & changed, not only for her, but your son(my uncle) too.
I am well aware that life is not easy.
We easily give up, & give into temptation.
Not knowing that this day could be our last.
Trust me grandma, I've been there.
I've been at my lowest, feelings hopeless, yet emotionless.
& honestly, I can't, nor won't blame you.
Yet you left so soon.
My mother was yet a teen, with my brother in the whomb.
You don't know what I'd do, what any of us would do.. Just to see your face.
When the time comes, & my life is finally done.
While waiting before the gates, I will ask about you.
I will not stop searching, until I've finally found you.
I have so many hugs to give you, so many stories to tell, including the great things about yourself, that you might've not known.
We miss you dearly, our guardian angel. We'll see each other soon.