promising cloud bands
filled with a moisture salve
veer away from here

So sad
So mad
I can't hear the rain
Aganist my window

Why am i falling apart
The gods
They hate me now

Let's take a deep breath
Admit we don't feel the same

I'll live in a better city
Some day

Serenity when it's raining
But i can't hear the
Raindrops falling

The gods
Haunt me
Now

At least
I'm powerful

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I want to give you the sky
With my breath to bring new heights
I want to give you the ocean
With my heart, the depths of my love

I want to give you the sun
Only to have Its warm embrace
I want to give you the moon
Only to have my soul to light

I want to give you the stars
Only to have my dreams without scar
I want to give you the beauty of this world
Only to have this eternal bird in my cage

I want to give you paradise of heavens
Only to get freedom from my seven sins

Written by
~~~Jawahar Gupta~~~

No this wasn't platonic, white and placid
Made out of crimson cherries and blueberries 
It was amplifying, reddish, corrosive as acid 
I couldn't move my jaw, or breathe; I choked 
Like breathing was an illusion I saw before my eye
No! This didn't go away with time.
It resided, very well groomed in my heart 
Oh closely! Listen! Can you hear it beat?
And thump, and pound and pound and pound!
No it wasn't an aimless seed planted perfect 
It was an explosive, a bomb you say! 
What has this world got against my heart? 
It cracked, held still and shattered, by sudden?
No! Well rehearsed plots, undergoing attacks. 
And words came bursting out, 
And blood flooded my mouth 
And specked your charming face . 
And I fell...
Into your arms, you ask?
No! Onto the ground..
Onto the solid ground that kept me company. 
You left, my dear! 
Knowing not! Knowing not! 
How my craze is a realm of love 
And a touch of reality...
Tina RSH ©