indeed I am a smart ***
I see through the *******
and am not afraid to throw it back when it's slung my way
my sarcastic nature
allows me to laugh
at things that might otherwise be painful
it's also a helpful tool
to disarm fools
who try to make me believe their lies
my feeling on people
is based on trial and error
and life experience
I find that the truth is
you can generally assume that for the most part
are thinking of themselves
their true motives are hidden by their words
when you really
you then realize people
manipulate each other for self gain
when someone is making you feel zapped
you are being
one way or another
protect your temple
the eternal quest
seeking a life without pain
to live is
the bad, the good
the boring moments
learning to embrace
I'm worried because I have no worries
I'm afraid cuz
I have no fears
I spin in circles
cuz I never get nowhere
when I wake up
I'm still sleeping
I'm so ugly
I'm in the hall of fame
and for that I feel no shame
I met the real me and then
she ran away
Take me to the land before time
Take me to the land before judgment
Take me to the place in the city where my soul can run free
Take me to the place before thought
Take me to infinity, swimming in the ocean
Take me to that place before time.
Summon she that burns within
Fierce shamaness, the goddess divine
The blessed witch & the evil ******
bear her forth unto this plane
She who calls the wind
She that leads the fire
She that is, eternal quest, divine union.
The yin, the yang, the monad within the circle of light
She that is the circle.
She that is the light.
That is within.
Do not blink or whisper
instead SCREAM with eyes wide open
in discovery of my suffering
I'm addicted to pain and sorrow
not used to joy
it frightens me, yet entices me
I somehow desire it
like a cat
I come slowly
if it can be trusted
that eventually I'll grab it with both hands
screaming with joy
left to my own devices I do well
they say that addicts
make no right choices
perhaps all the things I've done
what I need to know
Therefore, everything matters.
The world is devoid of meaning,
except for the meaning we give it.
Whatever we do, whatever transpires,
all is an act of
We are creators, we are the ones who create.
We are He, we are She, we are all, we are none.
All is change.
Permanence is found in impermanence.
There is no death.
Only a change in form.
I sit and ride the wave.