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I could have had a gorgeous hug
from a daughter as a morning mug,
stimulates without the alcohol,
or a son at his first day at School,
A father washing the dishes each night
as she cooks, its the thing that's right.

I'm cooking into a storm
eating all the grassy worms,
You could always dish
but I couldn't take it.

Gorgeous is the Unicorn's mane
Gone tomorrow a useless name,
bring on all the storm's lightning
Harrowing is truth she sings.

Eyes sting of that sea salt,
I walked in amongst a cult
and the realization
was still loneliness.

How low can a shadow branch
as rusty shotgun at a ranch,
terrible are leaves diseased,
but at least they are conceived.

And the fiery flames in your hands
don't hesitate like little clams,
And a borderline in chalk
The shadows always walk.

Never will try to amend
You always dish it out
but I couldn't take it,
lonely is the saucer about
I'm tired of all fleeting
I'll never be your friend,
emotions are in drought
Keep wishing I will die,
I'll emerge a butterfly.

Keep dishing it out,
I refuse to....
but my emotions
always feels it.
The unicorn munches the grass,
horns, bright and sharp, tail wagging,
my daughter's amazed, eyes of glass,
she's never seen such wonderful beauty.

We slowly approach the gentle beast,
doesn't see as a threat to to say the least,
It allows my little girl to stroke its manes,
A kodak moment for any parent I'll say,

She giggles and hugs its tender neck,
strokes the top of its gentle little head,
my baby looks at me and looks content,
but then I remember the car and snapping neck.

There's no field of a unicorn, its burning like coal,
it was just a dream and I am stuck in the unknown,
that day she run in front, I grabbed hold of her,
but we were flipped in the air and rest is a blur.....

Dreaming is better as reality is worse
than fiction of a life without a curse,
Her sun-flower eyes, glowing black hair,
gentle smile like the brightest flower,
are memories more than I can ever bare,

The memories disappear,
as my skin starts to sear,
trees and myself catch on fire,
just another dream my dear,

" I'll let you ride the unicorn,
Just little gentle strokes,
and pull on the ropes,
if it gallops that you can't cope"

Dreams are like fire that keep memories
from burning but they leave us feeling dire,
smoking leaves  me with no belief,
her innocent sleeves sung by the choir

I've never been one for believing,
but are my eyes being deceived?
She's flying through the fields
on the unicorn with such thrills.

The fiery fields turn back to green,
the grey skies turn back to blue,
Touched by an angel not just seen,
but many kisses and hugs by you.....
I know the feeling alive
will always sunset die,
I'm losing perspective,
Losing channels to live.
Like the bacon to the fry,
Puzzling child's why
No mood motivation,
to hold on affectionately.
A valley under the skies
The eagle magnificently flies
and butter in the mouth
demons head on south.
And a kiss that's lovingly
so expressive of heavenly,
when strikes comes the wood
It would be easy if I could.
But this one's the saint
and my ink would ever taint,
pink looks on gaspingly
dripping wet is her hair
and her perfect expression.........
Time dreams to able heal,
wounds feel open & peel,
sleep stubborn spider crawling
brittle bones munch & mauling.

This is the church
in a photograph
I took with pride,
see the entrance's
heavy door
when its opens wide
starry eyes enchanted
to see the wonders
likes within,
beauty of art-works
etched on windows
as you see.

Walk inside,
Wonder at
architecture,
built by brain-washed
slaves,
fired by a polished
sweet gun.
A dream to die,
Are you merrily
dancing square center?

Time eagerly spins the wheel,
wounds amateur stitched
can dream to be sealed,
but dead can't be healed
skin like paper, rapidly draws,
empty keg that bar-maid pours.

This is the school photograph
where I'm smiling,
third grade second row
third to left drowning
in a sea of happiness
and broken promises,
scarring away
as no peers
or teachers notices.

Wandering,
School built
looks like prison,
the clicking of
firmly held pens,
exclaims ignored
by teachers
irrational student
detention was built
by hell-sent
hiss at never...

I continue,
to love her
Burn Eden's Garden
Its a reminder,
gentlest touch
from heaven.
No church or school,
could ever contain,
and a fountain's dew
could only spray
chaotic waste-ful days.
The Academy in my mind,
short dresses
cute of strawberries.
Its so easy to unwind
the blessing
as I stumble so blurry.

I love the Tavern,
so heavenly,
night sought fairies,
predictable the finds
incidental mess,
Of judgment of our Mary.

It'll be easier to be blind
as storms are weatherly
And I'm no merrily
A metal detector
no gold coins to gather.
This has one of my intricate rhyming schemes if you pay close attention. But with the last two lines, I'm no sheep but the defector.
I see the truth through troubled eyes,
but not as a child as he puzzlingly lays,
there's no one to live for in my scope,
so I get get high on alcohol & the dope,
I know it'll be a week of in-bed cries
as I cold turkey what ruins my days
My poor father's finding it hard to cope
I believe it's the last chance for hope
A nightmare that I finally woke?
You don't know how I love,
sitting here is riddle to the fact,
exactly composure to exposure,
A quietly to about,
those lonely graves,
horror films with no doubt,
Comes a morning with FBI flags,
and leaves me with a redden rag.
I need to remember,
what mama said,
to live peacefully,
A cold peaceful breeze,
as good as I have the fan relieve.
I'll keep it on me, blowing,
As I continue to breathe.

I won't shiver under sheets.
The snapping
of the branch,
clicking sound from the twig,
we destroy the ones we love,
a feeling inside that's sick,

I could never hurt her,
sphere I thought was clear,
the deer headlights, feel fear,
gentle touch to deafened ears.

I couldn't.......
I wouldn't...........
I once fell in love with a school-boy crush,
and my heart-beat became such a rush,
That day you wore short skirt and skinny top
I looked away as the thumping had to stop,
You told me to look up into your eyes,
and I saw a diamond in which to daze,
no longer a boy but a man not to laze,
I was the first in your teasing craze.
When an arrow shoots into my neck,
I hope you're cradling me in your nest,
warmth of gentle feathers & beak rub,
as the blood spills over our festive grub,
As the red sprays and it oozes,
I bleed out beneath your *******...
I loved you with all my heart
so mother why pummel me like that
you ripped a little soul apart
like a drop of an unspoken hat
I don’t understand your reasons
Carried on through the seasons
Why did you have to choke me like that
I loved you un-conditionally
you bashed me un-consciously
I wish I could understand
how you could love and hate me so much
I’m staring the abyss in the face
I could never feel god’s grace
you destroyed me, I was little
so fragile and so very brittle
I died when I could only take so much
We are not that resilient
We are not at all hesitant
To love you with all of our love
We won’t know fulfilment
We didn’t know resistance
We are in-significance
A child lost his confidence
Never again…..
Never again……..
Never again……
Never……
Never will I raise up and touch the flag
suffocate me in a plastic bag
I am but a broken heart-beat
I am damaged, incomplete
I love you so much
writing this rips me apart
but I won’t have to write this
ever again…..
I love you so much but my heart
can never mend
Ryan's fourth poem.
You walk away, oh hell can’t you always stay
I dream of you and sometimes see you during the day
Flawless beauty, in my mind a picture I always keep
This flawed individual can only think of you and weep

Be with me….. During sleep, I like to dream
That one day, you will heat up my blood-stream

Words they speak, I only hold on-to the ones you say
Golden rays, every moment with you of every day
Nothing heals like a smile from your perfection
Can’t you see, you could be my resurrection

Be with me…..I know it will never be
Can’t you see, this torments all parts of me
As I sleep, I see you in my dreams
As bright as the sun, your smile beams on me

As beautiful as a radiant blue sky
The shiny sparkles of your dreamy eyes
are the reason I can live positively
And resist the urge to end all of me

Be with me….. I know I’m lonely as the sea
Be with me….I wish you could see only me
Love Unrequited depression loneliness
My 6th poem.
La vie détruit les cicatrices
plus vite que notre fierté,
Et la douleur s'amplifie
sanglote et finit par mourir
Il y a une douceur
à notre propre mise à mort.
Je me tue pour vivre,
Je me tue pour respirer,
Les perdants peuvent-ils jamais gagner ?
wish to **** you,
so I don't
hurt a hair on
my loved ones.

But I see in your eyes
that tremble of despair
I'm full of their cries
and of no such flair.

I'm of agony,
alone,
phone's ring
silent tone

Break the toys
as the wrecking boy
Leave alone,
silent break of bones.

Apples, not Pears,
better in fear,
Reaper's here.
New washed tear,
****** runs a laundry,

Erased of a list
wasted in the mist,
a wonder of silently
a hell or teasingly?
Untitled (3 Parts)


Its breaking....
Under sea.
Underneath,
I lost all feeling,
Do fish not feel
the rod piercing?

Sometimes
I was too
Vulnerable
breakable
fragile
young
small
tiny,
me.

I'm getting tired
I'm too weary
to surface.

Resilience,
is not a word
but a death
sentence
of irony plates
I breathe in.

Hey,
do you wish
to see
the worse
in me,
the abyss
snaps
the frame,
Inner child...
its frozen eye...

I still feel,
morning train,
a rush through,
what couldn't
who wouldn't
save me.
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rocking the wooden horse,
as dark engulfs black hole,
its par for the course,
when shattered is considered whole.

Autumn leaves drying and fading,
beautiful in snow shy & melting,
Eyes darken and hair whiten,
wisdom wears on me sharpens...
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Dead and buried is the garden
I helped with my little *****,
echoes are days felt yesterday
blowing in the hallowed wind
are all the autumn leaves...
So silently,
smashed to  smithereens
like fallen branches
from a  gum tree.
Weepingly,
agony atoningly,
in a thoughtful breeze,
The leadingly
to cause the whispering,
rocks the balcony of the ranch
Can I ever be free
and live my life not sinfully?
And finally tastefully......
What was as sweet as candy,
but got broken by the storm,
I slept under my bed,
Lightning would sooth me,
but footsteps echoing.....
You tried to shoot every bird
in a formation of a fleet,
but again, you only shot down one.
Pinky swear is forever sworn.
It can't get better,
than the flow of ice,
drifting of your eyes,
a taste of buttery cries.
smooth and silky
as the tide is shifting,
while the raft,
has a hole and's sinking.
unto the wiser,
simmers up the same,
it piles up,
and a tablet's dissolved.
Lets all make up and play pretend,
cowboys and Mexicans
Lets all shoot off the cap gun,
and a border for the run........
the sentimentality
of green eyes resolved.
What is colder than the rain,
warmer than the soaking,
faster than AN OUT OF CONTROL TRAIN.

What is older than God's wisdom,
Moves rapidly like the pistons,
Words that you say hesitantly,
when the smell is pleasantry.

What goes on behind those eyes,
and the impact of belly-ful cries.

Why do we wait as our one's to die?
Yesterday's old woman millings,
to a rusted old wind-screen-shield,
& the torched stranger in corn fields
produces crops none shall wield,
against the killing & the ******
but the flame-thrower welding,
against a knight that heralds,
a shield for which for blocking,
but the fields lay ablaze in dying,
and the starving in which eloping,
to those eager to hold on to living,
as the hounds bounce glorious beagles,
and eat up what boney hands cluttering....
A feast before they too become death.
I can't mock
the funeral discretion
shaking hands
with a stranger,
brought us together,
in this now and ever.
The catholic faith,
though I don't appreciate
She's waiting for me,
once I get it all together.
Seagulls that flock,
with no pretension
upon shore of lands,
two costs of feathers.
I doubt this but the wind
and all of the trees
are a wing gush underneath.
Winter angels, fly over snowy mountains,
wrapped up in their woolly clothes.
Flap their little wings to nearest cabins,
warm chimney fire, tasty hot broth.

Little angels, circling around,
fly down to to the canyon
to a farmhouse of sheep and cows
and a sneaky peak from a little mouse.
Sleep with warmth of lambs in hay,
soft animal sounds soothe til next day.

Winter Angels, fly towards the sun,
after giggling at their inventive snowman.
Bask their wings in the warming rays
as Spring has arrived for ninety days.
I was wiser than the God
who captured a red vessel
that I pressed my head
towards your chest
and could hear it beating.
Eyes sparkle angelic
and a puddle slip,
ends all of my dreams.
I wake now to the barking
of a senile old beaten dog.
An evaporation drinks
up the pavement puddle.......
black clouds come and die,
open up blues to lagoon,
splashes waters of no clue,
wolf gathers with keen lustre,
the statue holds back tears
when the pumped fist in gear,
darker clouds draw to here,
when machinery pursues
driven to a conditioned beat...
Her wooden spoon was her own shame
and conspiracies became crimes,
So many like the word Hurricane
is the moon or sun to blame.
When a child's curiosity wonders,
what lies after the beating spoon,
in a room if imaginary cocoons.,
the Angels and the air breathes of dew
What's as thin as a pencil
and poisonous as its lead?
What's as graceful as a hawk,
and as happy as a popped cork?

What jumps up like seeds
in a microwave popping?
What's as eternal as the photo,
snap-shot rapidly waving?
A dearth to wake up tomorrow....

Which will bring upon death-bed,
colors other than all seeing red,
A band aid can't stop the bleeding,
wounds leave a mark once stitched.
A gift that sparkles in city lights.
like xmas trees in December nights,
Dazzling eyes and gorgeous skin,
Pale like the typical English,
but radiates like a burning fire,
the red of clasping barbed wire,
an angel spawned into mortal flashes
more than worthy of the moon's blesses.
My bones free of Anathema's heresy.

You make me a believer.

— The End —