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Riot Apr 2014
take out what they tell you
take out all the lies
the on thing that can bring them down
is the element of surprise

pull your heart out
so they won't hurt you
pull your soul out
say they can't make a demon out of you

pull away from the thought telling you
let them win
pull away from the sorrow telling you
let them pull you in
Riot Jul 2014
sadness is only real
when you are afraid to cry
Riot May 2014
what do you do on a bridge of
fate
structurally made of
hate
and cars passing saying
"do it?"

answer?
there is none
Riot Apr 2015
if people were like rain
then i was a drizzle
and she
*a hurricane
Riot Jun 2014
i took that knife
on that rainy night
and forgot about the good
i bled the insicurities
as a perfect girl should

i remembered everything you said to me and swollowd it
as you tought me

i looked into the sky and saw no reason to live
but i had to wait
God told me to wait

the morning came
the rain was gone
and all that i could see
a rainbow in the sky
smiling just for me
and in that very moment
i was finally set free
Riot May 2014
her whole life was a vision
the rain was a mirror
but a mere reflection of the challenges she could not see
he
was a long time ago but still changed the thought of gravity
shaking the earth every time he would speak
shaking life into her though she was dead underneath
a welcome mat
hanging on the floor of humanity
and she tried to get past it but the only thing she saw in her dreams
was he

he
was the man
who brought her to his bed
he made the thought swirling in her head
and in the eyes of the man she loved
she saw he instead

her only hope
was when it rained
to her
it was Gods reminder
that he sees your tears
as the black and blue
on that little girl
matured over the years

she was locked out of freedom
her thoughts were suicidal
and that little girl
of black and blue
came into her spirit
bridle

when her husband
could not touch her
and when she could not believe
that he loved her
that is when she knew she needed to be set free

so in the rain
she cried out
"i can't do this on my own
if you can take the pain away
i don't' want it to end this way
"

and years later
after the process of
forgetting some of the pain

with her husband
and their children
*they all walked in the rain
Riot Jan 2015
you think she deserved to be hurt
because she was out with her friends wearing a mini skirt
i guessed when the lines are blurred
you can't really tell whose right
your mom or your dad
your mom saying "get her with respect"
your dad saying "get on top"
her saying "stop... stop... stop"

broken and bruised
her body has been used as a play thing
up on the stand he asks "what were you wearing?"
instead of crying she says
"i'm flattered but my outfit wasn't that mesmerizing
would you ask a mugging victim why he had is wallet on him that night?
so why would you ask a girl if her jeans were skin tight?
why don't you ask the parents why their sons head wasn't on right?
or why at the store the tag on my skirt didn't say
"get ready to fight for your life?"
and hey your suit looks nice attorney
maybe i should stab you for it
would i go to jail
or get away with **"he wanted it?"
Riot Jul 2014
remember that girl you fought for no reason?
she's already getting abuse from home.
remember that guy who would rather dance then play football?
he was beat up while they screamed "no ****"
remember that women you looked up to?
she started from where you are
up
some people don't have the strength to be like them
some people don't have questions they need to answer
some people don't realize
not everyone is cured from cancer

some people don't realize
suicide is a problem
and nobody realizes
it take more than one person to solve it
Riot Jun 2014
What is real poetry?
John 3:16
*for God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son
So that whoever believes on him shall not parish
But have eternal life
Riot May 2014
God put everything in you
That you need
To conquer anything
But what you need to add into your own mix
Is humility
Riot May 2014
Is when I was your one and only
2. Is when you threw me out and replaced me
3. Is how many times I tried to get you back
4. Is how many times you slammed the door in my face
5. Is how many hours I cried
6. Is how many times I said goodbye
7. Is how many times I made myself think about you
8. Is how many rocks you threw at my window
9. Is how many times you apologized
10. Is how many times this was repeated
Riot Apr 2014
It wasn't my fault
It wasn't yours

All I heard was noise
It turned me into a monster

I know i have a problem
So let's resolve this
Riot Jun 2014
people say every rose has its thorn
*well every thorn has it's rose
Riot Mar 2014
no matter what they say
safe is a dangerous place
it holds your heart
it locks you away
when you run home crying
safe will comfort you
but safe is not God
it can't do what God can do
so step outside the cage
don't let safe lock you away
who is tired of safe
Riot Jun 2014
i can sing
but i don't trust my voice
but i can sing
Riot Mar 2015
I am a scenery
to be looked at from afar

when you're on a balcony looking out to new york
your eyes immediatly go to the buldings with the pretty lights
not even thinking about whats within them
and you're last glance is to the darkest spots
but if you looked at them closer you'd realize they count the most

and no matter how far to the edge you will be
you'll never be close enough to really look at me

you will never see the inside of my buildings
nor walk the dark spots in the depths of my mind
there was a time when i could call myself beautiful

*just look at all the pretty lights
the billboard saying "be who you wanna be"
but even if you're at the edge of your seats
you'll never get close enough to a scenery
Riot Jul 2014
a few weeks ago
my friend wrote a poem
telling the word she was leaving
saying goodbye to everybody
telling us to stop grieving

each and every poem she wrote
was about her giving up
but all you decided to do
was scroll up

this poem
is for the 32 people
who didn't say a word
this poem is for those who thought
"there's someone she has to talk to"

this poem is for the members of the "it's just a poem club"
she actually tried to commit suicide
yet you hide
behind your screen and think
everything is just fine
not one comment on a poem
not one single
"you're worth something"
not one single "just hold on"
not one single "just keep hoping"
not one single "just be strong"

scrolling through her every inner tear
scrolling through the midnight madness
wishing somebody was there
and those who say nothing to anything like that
watch when it happens to you and someone else has to
get back the broken hours

scroll through life and say alright
stop at love look at it like a dove
scroll through pain and it's just the same as
being the pills they thought of with shame

not one comment on a poem that says goodbye
but everybody stops there day **when somebody says hi
Riot Mar 2015
i went searching for God
while he waited at the starting line
i thought he left me
when i left him beind
Riot Apr 2014
i don't understand
can someone tell me
why you think of yourselves
when someone doesn't have the ability?

right at this time someone is committing suicide
they walked right past you
you looked into their eyes
could you not see it in their eyes?

but it's not your problem
so you set it aside
it becomes YOUR problem
when they look into YOUR eyes
Riot Feb 2016
i’m the kind of girl to fall in love with a serial killer

listen to his story while he eats his dinner

tell him not to hate himself for playing with his food

southe the heartache while waiting for the police to hear the news

i’d never try to escape

because that would hurt his feelings

and why would i want to leave?

i know a million people

myself included

who wear their heart on the same spot on their sleeve

he’s ****** up in the head

but thats ok

because i know i am to

so to the serial killer

if the police ever find me

don’t worry

i’ll stay with you
Riot Dec 2014
she's gonna die because of me
everyday i see it
in the broken vocabulary
that angers it's way out of her teeth

it's all my fault
nothing i ever said was right
i used to believe in happy endings
but happy just doesn't sit right
with me anymore

she tells me she's alright
but i never really was able to tell truth from lies
some times i wish i could close my eyes and take her place
because her lips
emotionally purple with my medicine

she's gonna overdose on words
she's gonna choke on all she's heard


her midnight thoughts are darker than the way my father looks at me to this day

she's gonna die if i speak up
and try to save the day

i won't do it
i won't do it
my sowed mouth will stay
i won't let her see the demon that dwells in me today
though every demon started as an angel
this angel isn't made of clay

my broken mask
my empty flask
my silence saves the day
so i'm not gonna finish a thought
unless it would make someone happy

**what i say could mean more than a gun to the head
and i won't let her die because of words that i said
Riot May 2015
she’s skinny
*
her waist is the size of the outside of her mirror

her stomach is empty

when she breaths in 
she sorta stays there

but she’s skinny

she’s skinny
she cuts 
more than she eats
but she’s skinny

she’s skinny
she pretends her birthday makeup will change

anything

but she’s skinny

she’s skinny

she can barley breathe**

*but she’s skinny
Riot Jul 2014
he watches the world he’s broken
falling
falling
he keeps his scars open
so you
can see
everything he goes through
nobody sees the hurting
silence
silence
but somehow he has the will to live
how did he find it?

after all that's been said and done
all he wants is for someone to tell the story
can somebody find me?

in the silence of this white room
he hears them
falling
falling


strapped from left to right
no scars to hold on to
so now
no one
can see

there
he's just there going through

he sees the light in the deafening
silence
silence


and now that nobody knows the story
he can't
find it
find it


**to this day he's watched in the silence
Riot Sep 2014
the silence screams the truth
*the darkness screams the lies
Riot Jun 2014
Why do you think
This is her fault
This isn't the first man
Who's name is josh

Why do you assume
She's coming at you
Or do you just want someone
To think of you

If youy feel so strong
Then there's something wrong
Maybe YOU should find out whats going on
Riot Jun 2014
smart minds don't think alike
*they think together
Riot Jun 2014
as birds fly
across the sky
i remember how i used to fly
taking the air by the reins and riding it to the sunset

as i took you in my hand
and on my arm you flew beside me
braking barriers

and as the blood driped
i remembered how much i loved the smell of roses
but more so
i loved the touch of a thorn

on the floor in my bedroom
with nothing but my blood
and your wispers saying
"give me more"

explaining to me why i'm worthless without you
what else to do but believe it?

but i was caught in time to realize
this should not have been the end
so goodbye to my hollow bird
i can never fly again
Riot Jan 2015
facebook:** let there be friends
twitter: let there be procrastination
youtube: let there be popularity
tumblr: let there be identity
myspace: let ther be new beginnings
google plus: let there be attention ******
skype: let there be real connection in a fake world
news: let there be war
blah therapy: let there be hope
hello poetry: let there be you
Riot Feb 2015
all my life i've tried to fight
the good
the bad
the dark
the light
maybe that's why i'm so far away

my reflection isn't real
i practice what you told me to feel
maybe thats why i could never change
i'd rather those i love just stay away

*somethings gotta change
Riot Oct 2014
love is a trigger
and she's gonna pull
Riot Nov 2014
i’m sorry for the pain i cause
but i swear it’s not my fault
i fear that myself
and all I've taught
might not be worth the mistakes I've bought
maybe if i tear the skin
i can keep myself from caving in
long enough to save the world
that we all dare to live in
Riot Mar 2014
He came home yet again
Heart beating out if his chest
"i did it again mom
But I swear I did my best
"
three days earlier
The counselor says I'm special
Is that really true
Because mom
If I'm special
Then why aren't you?
The kids still don't understand
How special I really am
I'll show them my super powers
I just need a good plan
two days
"They're not really your friends
They're just trying to trick you"
"Why can't you just let me have friends?
That's what a good mom would do"
two hours later on that some day
teary eyed
While they laugh
At how "special"
They found out he was today
"I'll show you my super powers"
He said while they laughed him away.
the full story
I came to show you my super powers!
"Yeah right ******, go away"
And out of his pocket cam a knife
"Don't worry.
I'll bring you back today.
Abracadabra"
The little boy said
Thinking he would prove them right
But his body wasn't moving
" I can recharge, and he'll come back
right?
So he cam home yet again
Heart beating out of his chest
"i did it again mom
But I swear I did my best
"
With tears running down his moms eyes
"this is the last time I can repeat"
"But mom we can get through it
I'm special
Don't you see?
"
Riot May 2014
one great moment
can change a life
one great mistake
can change a life
one great thought
could destroy a nation
but one great action could save them
so what do you want to be great at?

because one great mind
could end great thought

one great key
*could unlock
Riot Sep 2014
grace?
but a memory on the shadow of my face.
hate?
but an action that i would love to chase, but it’s impossible
now i have to lie at the cost of my sanity
i thought you were there for me

speechless
what do you want me to say next
i hear it
but no one seems to hear it but me
my heart is open but you don’t seem to see it beat?
is it too late to go back and change what i did
*so you can believe the words i speak?
Riot Sep 2014
holding back the tears i tried to shed before
1 step 2 step 3 step 4
falling back because there's more
trying to tell you what i've been thinking about
all this time
all this time
but i'm stalling
stalling
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i don't want it to ask the question
the question
the question
                     q
                       u
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                             t
                               i
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                                  n

i have to wait
wait
                                                 w
                                                   a
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                                                       t

i never wanted it to be this way
but i have to stall to save the day
and while you waste your time
reading this little piece of mine
i can't bring myself to ask
why i haven't brought up my task
Riot Mar 2014
as you are reading this poem
another kid has committed suicide
another kid is being bullied
and there's another kid on standby.
another kid waiting for someone else to help out
another kid walks away
listening to their screams and shouts
someone will help out someday
this is how it happens
the kid who's abused at school
is the kid who's abused at home
and you wanna help out
but you wanna be left alone
and you think it has nothing to do with you
your not a bully
so it's not your problem
but you're worse then the bully
pushing them around
because your standing right behind them
you're afraid to stand up
because they'll push you back down
you're afraid to get their face out of the dirt
because they'll push your face in the ground
but the standby bully is the worst of all
you choose nothing
out of everything you could do
if you were on the ground
you wouldn't be thinking like that
would you?
so today
is another day
where a kid commits suicide
another kid is bullied
but it's safe for you
on standby
don't be a standby bully. do something
Riot Nov 2015
you lost the stars in your eyes
so you sent your children to go find them
Riot Nov 2015
i’m alright
everythings alright
i fooled myself into believing that lie
i have a secret
so hold it tight
save it for the next shattered heart who needs it
cuz this is all i get
for giving my soul to whoever needs a reason to hold on
but it doesn’t really matter
this is what i get

for all i’ve done
tryna be someone
chasing the moon while tryna convince you i’m the sun
smiling all day
crying all night
don’t want you to know this "happy" girl is not alright
but i want you to know just what i do to stay **alive
Riot Apr 2014
we can all pretend we’re perfect
that church ain't worth it
that drugs and alcohol make us worthy
wait
worthy of what a debate?
so what’s on your plate?
nothing but emptiness and hate
and that’s great
at least i know why you treat me this way
so here’s to saying i’m no different
drugs and alcohol
i’m with them
and i can’t change even if i tried
but wait
what do i have to change
you don’t even know me
but you pretend i’m the only one who’s gone through the worst
me?
i’m flattered but
you see
i’m just a stereotype
trying to get past
but i get beat down by the headlights
i’m a drive by
trying to drive by my future
but i can’t
because my past is trying to tell me that i’m horrible
but i can’t
i can’t stand that people try to tell me who i am
i can’t stand that i’m horrible
for telling you who i am
and on land
i’m a bad influence
but in water
i’m the man
you don’t understand
that i’m a fish trying to find it’s way in the ocean
and those mistakes
are just my gills
i breathe them in and stop breathing
because someone is always pulling me out of water
it’s like the Mexican border
Protected by what's within
it’s a sin
for me to be where i’m supposed to be
but see
it’s not me
it’s the stereotype
and its trickery
it makes you think that you know me
but what you don’t see
THAT’S NOT THE WORST THING THAT’S HAPPENED TO ME
so let me be
let me speak
i have to get it out of me
that hate in my gills shouldn't be there when i breathe
so go ahead and stereotype
but i’m not the only one who has to get something off my chest
but i’m the best
because I've made it through every test
and though you think you can bring me down
I've made it through every test
**so let me speak before you think i’m just the same as the rest
Riot Sep 2014
sometimes it's easier to be still
but when is it time to move?
Riot Oct 2014
I've got a bad case of mistreated
i don’t know what they need me to say
i won’t stop bleeding till this war has gone away
this is my cause
this is your loss
i’m wounded
in every palace i pay for with favors
i’m rich
i’m listed as a talent
but is it only me that dies for wounds
that define sanity?
tell me a story
that doesn't start
and end
with a beating
Riot May 2014
stress is without the reassurance of humility
Riot Nov 2015
i'm already dead
*suicide is just a formality
Riot Aug 2016
I met a superhero once
He was actually a dunce
He tripped over all his words
When he’d talk to me for once
He was paranoid, insecure, always looking over his shoulder
At first glance, you’d think he was agitated bolder
But even though I didn’t understand what he was going through
I stayed with him, to be a friend
What else was I going to do
And after being with him frequently I finally understand
He was distant because the entire world was in his hands
His only job is to save it twice a day
He could never take off his disguise
He’s a fragile state of mind depressed and anxious, with a side of fries
And every time he flew away It’d make me want to cry
Because nobody knows superman without the shiny cape
And I know the person who’s just begging to escape
I know the heart of glass
Now in the ash because he dropped it in a flash
But superman's kryptonite might actually be his past
Don’t laugh
I told him there was only one thing he could do
Because I once was a superhero
And maybe you were too
The pain in his eyes was too much for him to hide
I showed him the pieces of the heart that he dropped in the sky
And surely he started to cry
A superhero is strong and mighty
Something everyone wants to be
But sometimes the strongest superheroes
Are the ones we do not see
Sometimes superheroes are depression with a cape
And to save the world we live in
Superman has to take a break
Riot Nov 2014
maybe Switzerland never to a side
because they never got the full story?
Riot Apr 2014
come back to bed it’ll be over soon
daddy will come back when he has some food
daughter said “mother were doomed”
mother said “God will be there for you”
but mother what about you

used to cry now i have no time
have to go now daughter they cut out the light
we have to wait for daddy
he’s traveling
now i know exactly what that means

honey please blow out the candle
there’s nothing i can do about the window
it’s raining its pouring and Jesus is snoring
so much for a promise
my eyes getting teary
the only thing i wish today
is for someone to make
a better way
but until that day
i guess it’s not so happy
a “happy birthday”

today a bomb went off
the only thing you can hear is a cough
in the building
i wish i could do something
but i’m just a kid the only thing i can do is dream
that there are angles in the sky
will they come down or is this goodbye
is this goodbye?
http://www.savethechildren.org/faf/home/default.asp?ievent=1091398
Riot Jan 2017
TAKE CHANCES
TAKE THAT ANXIETY IN YOUR GUT AND LIGHT IT ON FIRE
AND USE THAT FIRE
USE IT TO SAY ***** YOU TO THE PEOPLE WHO DESERVE IT
AND I LOVE YOU TO THE PEOPLE THAT DESERVE IT

BE COURAGEOUS
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO JUMP OFF LEDGES AND START A REVOLUTION
START A REVOLUTION INSIDE YOURSELF THAT YOU NEED TO FIGHT FOR

WORK FOR NOBODY BUT THE PASSION THAT KEEPS YOU BREATHING
OH
AND IDENTIFY THAT PASSION THAT KEEPS YOU BREATHING
LET IT BE THE DOOR YOU BUST OPEN LIKE YOU OPEN YOUR HEART
AND FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE OPEN YOUR HEART
BECAUSE WHEN YOU REALIZE NOBODY IS ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THAT DOOR YOU'RE GOING TO NEED A KEY
THAT KEY IS YOUR HEART
THE DOOR OPENS WHEN YOU DO

YOU DO YOU
YOU BE WHOEVER YOU NEED TO BE WHENEVER YOU NEED TO BE IT
IF YOU WANT TO BE MORE HONEST
DON'T WAIT FOR THE RIGHT OPPORTUNITY TO COME CLEAN
DO IT NOW
IF YOU WANT TO SWITCH POLITICAL PARTIES
DON'T WAIT UNTIL THE RALLY IS OVER
DO IT NOW
IF YOU WANT TO PRAY TO GOD FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE YOU WERE A CHILD
DON'T WAIT TIL SUNDAY
DO IT NOW

START OVER
OR CONTINUE
WRITE NEW SONGS
OR SING OLD ONES
TAKE CHANCES

THERE COULD BE A LIST OF A MILLION THINGS THAT WILL HOLD YOU BACK
LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO BE ON THAT LIST
TAKE CHANCES
Riot May 2014
what would a world be
without defined beauty
as media defines it
how would that come to be?

every baby on earth
has worth
beauty
how it should be
but nobody knows
what beauty means
you don't see it in a mirror
though your mirror is you
that's beauty to
you see it in a dream

in the darkest of worlds
she stands up tall
in each and every fairy tale
she is fairest of them all

you see beauty in a pure heart
every night going to bed knowing you've play'd your part
and she has
i'm proud to be me
"i don't want you to stand up for me
i want you to stand beside me"
Lizzie Velasquez

i'm with you Lizzie
who else is on #teamlizzie :)
Riot Mar 2015
tearing
            myself
                          apart
                                    and
                                       i
                                      
                                    don't

                                    know
                                      
                                    how
                                  
                                   to
*stop
Riot May 2014
the knowledge and wisdom of closure
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