The angels are reaching out to you
Asking for your time
To listen to what they have to say
To give you peace of mind

They know how sad you have been
And they're not going to give up
Until your frown turns into a smile
And you keep your head up

They're telling you its not over
They're telling to win the fight
Your fight
They're telling you to do what's right

my name is Nina
i am the dark in the world
i don't care for the light
for the world is a dark place
where death is smiled upon
and bullies are heroes
that is considered the light
but i'm dark

i believe in a God
a dark one
who saves people from death on a daily basis
a God who believes in everyone's greatness
a God who created the greatness inside you
and when you feel lonely he'll always remind you
that you are a shadow
pure and light
and someday
you will overcome the light

the itsy bitsy spider
went up the water spout
down came the rain
and washed the spider out
out  came the sun and dried up all the rain
*and the itsy bitsy spider
has amnesia

his voice crawled up my staircase and into my skin
“i miss you”
he said in his fatherly tone as if he had been off to war
two seconds ago he was in his room watching the news and then he decided to miss me
out of the blue
the first words that pop into my mind are
“you don’t have the right to”
but i’m not that bold
so i just respond with, “ok”
because what else was i supposed to say
we see each other everyday
he’s my father for ***** sake
he’s my father
no that doesn’t sound right
he’s the man that contributed to my birth
and if i wasn’t so **** afraid of him i’d call him that
if i talked to him at all
because being forced to call the source of my anxiety “daddy”
my sanity begins to shrink and
i feel small
because i was raised not to talk to strangers
but what about the ones that pretend to be family
the ones whose eyes hold the secrets of insanity
the ones who taught me how to hide my depression before i could color in the lines
but you think you have the right
to miss me?
after tearing my childhood apart with your bare hands
denying me the freedom to have a problem
making me a rebel for being human
setting unstable examples
letting love be redefined by how quiet we pretend to be
while our minds scream for an actual example of a family
but after throwing me in the cold
you start to miss me
when you realize i’m freezing
you blame me for being to cold
i told myself over and over
not to talk to strangers
especially the ones
who miss me

you forgot who you were
didn't know where to go
your friends have seen it all
i know you think you're alone
they just forgot to call

you were jaded
but you made it
through another ****** hall
another secret
you have to keep it
but your knife has seen it all

you lost everything you had
a shaky bridge
no one can cross it
at all
i know you think you're alone
but you have seen it all

and though you think that jumping
is a way to end your wrong
the drivers have seen it
God has seen it
and the bridge has seen it all

this old man
he played one
he  played nick knack with a gun
with a nick knack patty whack
give a dog a bone
this old man has no more hope

this old man
he played two
he played nick knack oh so blue
with a nick knack patty whack
give a dog a bone
this old man has no more hope

this old man
he played *three
he has no more family
with a nick knack patty whack
give a dog a bone
this old man has no more hope

this old man
he had four
parents kicked him out the door
with a nick knack patty whach
give a dog a bone
this old man has no more hope

this old man
he played five
he hangs with this ol' bee hive
with a nick knack patty whack
give a dog a bone
this old man has no more hope

this old man
he played six
he killed all his friends with bricks
with a nick knack patty whack
give a dog a bone
this old man has no more hope

this old man
he played seven
he forced himself into heaven
with a nick knack patty whack
give a dog a bone
this old man has no more hope

this old man
he played eight
just found out his girlfriend's late
with a nick knack patty whack
give a dog a bone
this old man has no more hope

this old man
he played nine
let's just say he learned to fly
with a nick knack patty whack
give a dog a bone
this old man has no more hope

this old man
he played ten
never played nick knack again
with a nick knack
patty whack
give
a
dog
a
bone

**this old man has cut his throat

the best thing to do in a train wreak?
don't be the defective breaks

trust
once you have mine
i have to start over
trust is an addiction
and i'm trying to get sober
the trusted know you the most
and no one really knows me
i can't trust you with my life
because when i'm dead it'll be on me
my secrets are mine
and mine only

to me
trust is a bridge
you know i can cross to your side
but you can't come to mine
because two half's don't make a whole
they make another line
so maybe next time

i don't know why i'm like this
speechless
walking around with four walls around me
leadless

whatever happened to me
to make you untrustable to me
i know
i sorry
it's wrong
though i can't trust you
you can trust me
because *i know that i can belong

but i can't let you have my trust
i can't start over
i can't get addicted again
*i have to get sober

i tried to hold my head up high
for the first time
in a long time
but then i realized why i stopped
*the air is heavy in the sky

I screamed but you didnt hear me because the silence was too loud

I cried but you have your own tears  now