And here I thought that I would be strong enough to walk away from you okay with being 'just friends' but with ever look and every hug I fall deeper and deeper in love with you.

And here I sat thinking I could move on from you, but with every glance and every word that came out of your mouth, you talked me deeper and deeper into falling for you.

And here I stood thinking I would be okay to say goodbye again, but with every hug and whisper I found it more difficult to let go.

And off you'll go back to your high life of sweet living and here I'll stay talking myself out of the sadness and regret you piled on top of me.

And ******* for making me believe that you cared about me and for making me feel like you loved me.

The lines are starting to blur know,
I feel like there always could be something more,
All I want to do is find out,
But I doubt I ever will.

She had warned me she was a witch.
but I did not believe in them.
I knew you would
come back to me she purred.
Her eyes green and beautiful.
Like a cats eyes.
the beat of her heart hypnotic.
I melted inside the warmth of her arms.
The music brought me here I said.
It was that first kiss she smiled.
I breathed a love spell  into your mouth
It found its way into your heart
as you slept.
And it’s beauty played music
In your soul.
I kissed her again
Her powers were too great.
I had no defense's from her
nor did I want them.
If I was spellbound
It was where I wanted to be.

Take the second door on the left as you leave.
Don't walk back in again.
Leave your key on the ******* in hook.
The one on the ice cold wall.
You're not ******* me again.
Your broke my heart with icicles.
Falling from toxic skies.
Promised love got fed lies.
Nothing new in that I see.
Ripped off your chains.
Now I'm free.
Your bird has flown.
Emigrated.
Overrated.
Your bird went cold.
Moving away before she's before she got old.
(c)LIVVI

chew your thoughts with your mouth open

i want to see
all of you
teeth, tongue, throat, synapse, neuron
stammers and spasms and
flashes of crippling vulnerability
streams of lucid genius
speechlessness' met with
one single look that utters sunsets
giddy ****** kid

i want it
glitch and all

Cheerful glee at what was persuaded with marshmallow
Eyes plucked upon a branch and then roasted with what
Could be seen, as shock set in shaking like a piñata

Hot sauce marinated and then these emerald whites toasted
Just right, Chewing on the gate way to their inner self. I always
Found them chewy like calamari, I wonder if they see it all.

Taking fingers on their throat, I check for a pulse, then I jump
A mile in another's shoes as there hand clenching on mine.

"Help me,
                 "Please,
                             "I heard them leave?

Cheerful thoughts persist on a serrated edge, like a donkey
Chasing a stringed carrot I heed their words,

"Who did this to you,
                                       "Are they still near,
                                                         ­                "I'll get help wait here,

Running in to the woods circling around I skip In jestful glee,
I  walk back and scream in terrified murmurs.
"No please I wont tell I promis......,

Screams echo like rainbows through the trees, but no one
Will hear them, no *** of gold at the end of this echo, maybe
Pie, this work is hungry. Cherrie I eat as I watch them squirm.

I see the milk of life ebbing out of them feeding the earth like
Crimson cornflower it coagulates. I have a primordial urge
To taste upon the hunt, I have tasted before, succulent like chicken.

But I look around such beauty chestnut trees remind me of youth
So much has changed but stayed the same. I look at what is passed
And like the past all things end, whispering in ears hushed thoughts.

"Nothing personal its just that time of the month,
"I need to do this I don't know you, but I needed your eyes,
"You see i don't, but with each one i consume i see a little more,
"You will not gaze again but i will thanks to the feed,

I hate seeing this part as i lift a branch and close
The other gate way, not much force is needed just
A sturdy branch.

They gyrate for a moment then silence and I see my misgivings
But they gave me their gift now i see and next time I will use
A little less hot sauce as my sight burns a little to much.

Well see you all again and thankyou for looking through
My eyes did you like what you saw what was seen.

I do love my little egg cup,
His brother much the same,
He holds my egg so perfectly;
Boiled eggs are not a game.

They bounce about for 4 minutes
Before they take their test,
They need a place to hold them straight;
My egg cups are the best.

When the soldiers are awaiting,
Those buttered friends of mine,
I need my little egg cups
To keep them all in line.

They come with little cosy hats
To hide their eggy heads,
I take it off and just like that;
Prepare for eggy bread!




© Karen L Hamilton, 2013

In what sense does thought exist?
Do we qualify it as an experience?

Try to look beyond processing power
when you think memory and context;

Tell me what dreams are made of and
why are there so many stars out there?