It's like I'm stuck in slow motion
Trying to catch up but unable to
Trying to be like everyone else
But I can't

I wish I could help you
I wanna help people
I wanna help you
I wanna help my big brother
I wanna help my mom
And I wanna help me
But I don't know how
I wanna learn
How to help you

I got blood on your flannel,
It's seeping through my pants
And it's on my phone screen
I hope I stop bleeding soon
Before people can see it.
I don't want them to know
What I've been doing in the bathroom stall here at school.
I don't want you to know either.
I'm sorry

bored
so ******* bored
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I want to smash that stupid clock
time drags on like a dress caught in thorns
pulling at the soft fabric
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thats it
time to die
******* clock