This is the place where you left me.
That night was the worst.
The sky was gray, stars are no where.
I was hurt. I was wrecked.

Never thought I would come back here.
For so long, I thought you have my heart with you when you left.
The truth is, I just left it here where our memories live.
Now I want to take it back to me.

Most of the time, holding on to something too wonderful for you cause you more harm than good. It will never stop from hurting you till you give everything up. Until you have nothing left. Letting go is always an option you never chose. For the fear of never having someone like him. For the fear of never seeing his smile again. For the fear of never having a chance to hug him. For the fear of not hearing his voice calling your name every morning. You are too afraid to be alone again.That you are more than willing to lose everything but him. Because having him is worth losing yourself.

I'm sorry if I have to leave you
But believe me when I say
I had a right reason

I left with no goodbye
Because I know if I looked at you're crying face
I would come back to you just to dry those tears

Then I saw you that day
I swear, I nearly lost my control
I wanted to hug you and never let go

I left with the right reason
You love me too much
That you don't think of yourself anymore

I love you too much
But I am not the one you deserve
I'm a poison to you