moon man

moon man Jan 2021

I've done it
the house is finally quiet
no more sound, no more commotion
I've asked them all to leave, and even forced some out the door
and finally, I've done it
Alone at last
but, like many things, it came at too high of a price
i'm finally alone, but now my very soul is gone too

I hurt my only friend enough to the point where she's had enough of me, so im finally alone at last

#alone #silence #******

moon man Jan 2021

A heart of a long forgotten past

my heart beats at the idea of having a woman in my arms
yet, the women around me have their hearts beat over other things besides love
lust, greed, popularity, revenge
their hearts pound for anything but love
how I wish to find a woman who loves as I do
and that's when I realize what my heart is
A heart of a long forgotten past
and it'll never find a partner to dance the same beat

I've come to realize that i'm stuck in an old style of romance for someone my age. most of the women around me don't get in relationships for love anymore, they have some secondary agenda

moon man Jan 2021

Lovers for a day

We were lovers for a day
you wanted us to stop by setting sun, to take a step back
i wanted us to keep going, to achieve new things together
but, the voice of reason cut in-between us
it warned me of the price to pay for going down my road
so, we were lovers for a day
and it was one of my happiest days

something quick about the short time me and my best friend were dating, she wanted us to stop because she didn't feel ready for dating...and as her boyfriend, it would've been cruel of me to not let her have what she wanted

#bestfriend #lovelost #notforgotten

moon man Dec 2020

Fire in your eyes

they want to see you crumble like an old abandoned building
they wait for you to stop climbing
they pray that you will ultimately fail
however, they fear your gaze
for you have a fire in your eyes
and that fire is hot enough to burn away any doubt

I've re-watched the original rocky movies and the two creed spin off's and it's got me so pumped to work out that i wrote a motivational poem to myself...and of course, whoever needs to feel like the Italian stallion

#getting #stronger #flying #high

moon man Dec 2020

Graveyard

They always ask why I go back, they say that I should accept the fact that they're gone, that they're not waiting for me...
I simply laugh and tell them I know, but that won't stop me from spending time with them in my memories I made with them

I've been talking to my friends about my thoughts on my exes and they always try to help me by telling me to block out those thoughts

#grave #gone #notforgotten

moon man Nov 2020

Unus Annus

It was only a matter of time
Until the clock runs zero
We've had happy times
But we have also had somber times
Now it is time to prepare the casket
But this is not a time to grieve
This is a time to celebrate the memories we have made
They might be gone
But as long as they are not forgotten
then they will never truly die
memento mori, unus annus

this is a poem about the year long project that markiplier and crankgameplays held to have a different video every day for one year and once the year is up, they delete it all. As i'm typing this there's only four hours and twenty minutes left unti they "die" and i must say, i had fun

#unusannus #unus #annus #mementomori

moon man Jul 2020

The end of the day

It was the end of the day.
the sun was saying its final goodbyes.
All the men were going home to a nice dinner
not me, I went home to a deafening silence.
As I prepared for tomorrow, you messaged me,
asking me how I was doing and how much my muscles ached.
As the conversation continued, I felt the fatigue of the day wash away as we talked into the night.
and when we said our final goodnights, I felt ready to face tomorrow.

this is a little something I whipped up for a tiny writing competition with the theme of friendship. I decided to post it here because it turned out better than expected

#conversation #friendship #fatigue #goodnight