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Nov 2018 · 181
Rain
MissingKid Nov 2018
It rained for days
After you left me
As if the sky itself
Shared my grief
Nov 2018 · 145
You#13
MissingKid Nov 2018
You gave me shoulder when i needed it
You showed the love when i wasn't feeling it
You helped fight when I was giving in

You made laugh when I was losing it
You are you are
The reason why I still hanging on
You are you are
The reason why my head is still above water
And if I could ide get you the moon I give it to you
And if death was coming for you ide give my life for you
You are you are
The reason why I still hanging on
You are you are
The reason why my head is still above water
And if I could ide get you the moon I give it to you
And if death was coming for you ide give my life for you
You are you are
Oh you are
Oh you are
You are...
You are you are
The reason why I still hanging on
You are you are
The reason why my head is still above water
And if I could ide get you the moon I give it to you
And if death was coming for you ide give my life for you
Nov 2018 · 122
No
MissingKid Nov 2018
No
She told me no
But stupid *** me didn’t listen
I wanted her at the moment
I’m selfish for not listening
She told me no
Now we’re both in trouble

           She
                    Told
                             Me
                                     No
Nov 2018 · 121
drunk
MissingKid Nov 2018
i want to get so *******
drunk
that i dont remember you.
Nov 2018 · 62
You #12
MissingKid Nov 2018
when i saw your body for the first time,
i realized how war torn you are
how many battles you lost
on your wrists
your thighs
how many fires occurred
on your sides
oh, your lovely sides
and how many times i told you
i love you, because i do
because no matter how many times
you have lost the battle
you will always win the war.
Nov 2018 · 182
Today
MissingKid Nov 2018
I don't know why
                                             I feel so down today.
The other day I
                                             Saw my best friend, as sharp as ever
Had her sharp nail
                                             go against my belly softly....
I thought seeing her
                                             would bring me pleasure
But instead I felt
                                             the old fear and sadness
I grabbed her wrist
                                      and told her to go back where she came from.
All she left
                                       was a long pink mark on my tummy
Now, that day
                                       I almost went back into old ways
All I could see at the moment
                                       was the scars I would have the rest of my life.
Last night was scary for me. I was about to ruin my 3 month streak from hurting my self....
Nov 2018 · 70
You #11
MissingKid Nov 2018
I am still the same in life
It is you who I still adore in life
It's you who I still want
You are there in my smile
It's you who I want to flaunt
You were a special part of me
You were a part of my destiny
Can't think of a day without you
Know that I truly love you
I loved the way you care
I loved the way you were there
Nothing is left in the whale of time
It is all over before I could find
It is all over from my side
There is nothing left to hide!
Nov 2018 · 121
NoW ThAt YoU ArE No MoRe
MissingKid Nov 2018
Now that you are no more in life
I do not have any means to strive
I do not like to do what I  like
Don't want to live a life
A life where I don't see you
A life that seems incomplete without you
A life that gives me all the pain
A life that gives me reason to blame
I don't want to stay this way
I don't want to do is all I wish to say
A life that will not have you with me
A love does not give me glee
I have lost everything to thee
I guess what I'm trying to say is that heartbreak ***** :(
Nov 2018 · 131
You #10
MissingKid Nov 2018
I always thought true love was just a word...
until I met you <3
Nov 2018 · 506
Skin
MissingKid Nov 2018
I am your Skin
& I itch & I ache.
"I bear with all your hardships,
I wear your mistakes.

I am your Skin
& I grow this scar tissue
because if you bleed out,
it would **** me to miss you.

I am your Skin
I will heal until you are free.
I belong to you.
Please be kind with me."
3 months clean from self harm today!!!!!!!!!! :)
Nov 2018 · 145
Don't
MissingKid Nov 2018
Your skin is not paper
                                don't cut it

Your face is not a mask
                                 don't cover it

Your size is not a book
                                  don't judge it

Your life is not a film
                                  don't end it

                            
                        YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL
Nov 2018 · 204
Lost & Found
MissingKid Nov 2018
A sunken chest
                   on the ocean ground
                   to never be found
                   was where he found me

There he stirred
               my every thought
               my every word
               so gently, so profoundly

Now I am kept
                  from dreams I dreamt
                  when once I slept
                   so soundly
Nov 2018 · 149
Lost Love
MissingKid Nov 2018
The past winds have broken my wings
As I can't fly anymore in life
I have lost the vision to see
And I have lost my reason to survive
I have lost everything that I have called mine
If this was to happen & destined
The why did I find love in life
A love so pure I could not find
Feeling of pain & rejection
As everything is lost
My heart I can't find.
sometimes i feel that love is jut a word.. with no feeling to it
Nov 2018 · 130
You #8
MissingKid Nov 2018
Have I told you yet...
How much you mean to me...
Have I told you yet...
About all the happiness you bring!
Have I told you yet...
That you mean the world to me!
Just in case I haven't...
I want you to know that...
You're the best thing
That's ever happened to me!
I love you.
Nov 2018 · 258
Love
MissingKid Nov 2018
To LOVE a person is to
see all their magic,
& to remind them
of it when they have
forgotten <3
Nov 2018 · 160
You #7
MissingKid Nov 2018
The day I met you, my life
changed… the way you make me
feel is hard to explain. You
make me smile in a special kind
of way...  you make me fall
deeper in love everyday ❤️
Nov 2018 · 557
You #6
MissingKid Nov 2018
My love for you knows no bounds,
it's timeless & endless.
You can enrich my life in more ways than i can express in words.
I felt strongly connected the moment i looked in your eyes.
I was drawn to your soul in a way i have never experienced before.
You are the only one that see the door to my soul
Nov 2018 · 182
Drowning
MissingKid Nov 2018
Her eyes gave her away
There was a drowning girl
behind that smile
All she wanted was for someone to look at her
And see the person she hide so well.
Nov 2018 · 125
You #5
MissingKid Nov 2018
You are worth your imperfections
You are worth your bad days
You are worth your good
You are worth your confusion
You are worth your insecurities
You are worth fighting for
& You are worth loving

  And that's a ******* fact
#love #worthit #you
Nov 2018 · 223
Makeup
MissingKid Nov 2018
A SMILE IS
the best makeup
ANY GIRL
can wear.
Nov 2018 · 192
You #4
MissingKid Nov 2018
Thank you for being you...
for sharing your love with me...
for inspiring to accept myself...
for helping me see the unique beauty
in perfection...
for showing me that love is something you do;
something not just to be said,
but also to be shown.
Nov 2018 · 340
You #3
MissingKid Nov 2018
I saw that you were
perfect & so i loved
you than i saw that you
were not perfect & i
loved you even more.
Nov 2018 · 334
Dreams ✨
MissingKid Nov 2018
I believe that
dreams can
come true
because mine
did when I met
you my love
I will always
love you
I ******* swear
Nov 2018 · 950
Soul
MissingKid Nov 2018
A happy soul is the best
Shield for this cruel world
Nov 2018 · 56
Scared
MissingKid Nov 2018
I'm scared of happiness
It Always Leaves
I'm scared of loving other people
They Always Vanish
I notice that the things
That unravel a smile across
My Lips Always Fade Away
Sadness is like my best friend

I imagine that the most deadly things
In life that are permanent; they never
leave, or vanish,
But the things that unravel a
Smile across my lips always
Leave
Nov 2018 · 229
Eyes
MissingKid Nov 2018
Her deep chocolate brown eyes stare directly into mine,
she looks more hurt then ever
before with tears in her beautiful eyes
I lift my head tears rolling
ever so gently down my sensitive cheeks
& with pain in my eyes, I say in the most heartbreaking voice
"I'll wait"
Their hearts breaking, the hurt,
my hope is ever so slowly fading away...
the most painful thing is hearing the crack in their voice before crying
Nov 2018 · 283
Life's a Joke
MissingKid Nov 2018
There is no love in my life
no one to hug & hold tight
I don't feel that presence
knowing they will be there
I'm not warm & secure
by somebody who cares
I'm empty & alone
only hollow inside
on my face shown a smile
hid the desire to cry
I'm trapped in a cage
my one wish to be free
life's a joke played on me
Nov 2018 · 93
You #2
MissingKid Nov 2018
If you're alone
I'll be your shadow

If you want to cry
I'll be your shoulder

If you're not happy
I'll be your smile

If you need me,
I'll always be here
Nov 2018 · 10.9k
Goodnight
MissingKid Nov 2018
I lay in your bed tonight
Touch your heart & make a wish
As i'm sending a lovely goodnight
Sealed with a kiss
Touch your heart, send a silent prayer
Thank the lord for a wonderful day
Today sleep in peace
Because a new dawn means a new day
So sleep tight as i wish today.

                                  Goodnight my love
i miss him so much
Nov 2018 · 369
U Make Me...
MissingKid Nov 2018
You make me want to laugh when i want to cry
You make me live when i wan't to die
You make me smile when i wan't to frown
      You turned my life upside down
Believe in me when no one else does
       You're my now, my is, my was
When you call my name, i begin to blush
I'm afraid people will notice i need you so much
When i'm with you time seems to flies by so fast
Nov 2018 · 519
Him #1
MissingKid Nov 2018
I didn't fall in love with you
I walked into love with you
  with my eyes wide open
       choosing to take
  every step along the way
I do believe in fate and destiny
        but i also believe
           we are fated
        to do the things
that we'd choose anyway
         and i choose you
in a hundred lifetimes,
in a hundred worlds,
in any version of reality
         i'd find you
   & i would choose you
Nov 2018 · 404
You #1
MissingKid Nov 2018
I love you with all my heart to the point where i cant explain it
When I look into your eyes I see a maple forest brown in the mist
                                of a beautiful fall season.

Your thick hair between my fingers runs & smooth like obsidian that
                                 flickers in the sunlight

         Your heart brings me joy that it fills a vessel in my heart

               Your laughter is like birds singing in the woods.
        
                A naturally beautiful, pleasant sound to my ears.
                
                Your'e my light when its dark and gloomy
Nov 2018 · 491
I want to....
MissingKid Nov 2018
be the only one to hold you
be the only one to love you
be the only one to spoil you
be the only one to marry you
be the only one to protect you
be the only one to kiss you
be your one and only.

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