I grow fond of you with the each passing day,
You draw me close, in every way.

I wish things were different, what can i say
I'm just a wanderer I will move away...

But if you ever want me to stay
Reach me out because im no further than, just one call away...

"You are a coward" is what they say to me.
It isn't all that easy trying, I've lost the strings you see.

Anxieties keep coming they overwhelm my mind,
and without some mental quietness that string is hard to find...

So I beg you to hum a song and put this mind to sleep,
Because i swear there's no return I've fallen in too deep.

I admit I've loved the darkness, but its taking a toll on me,
And Im tired of all this madness, i just wanna be free...

But who am i to ask for freedom, when im the one who caged myself,
I guess they all are right about me, so leave me to rot on a shelf...

I see the dwelling pain inside
That you try so hard to hide.

I see through those deceitful lies
The feeling of watching your soul slowly die.

You cant help it but watch yourself fade away,
So letting go is the only way.

The memories will last, that much i know;
But you must live on, put on a show

And someday you will be able to flee
But its a game of waiting, so lets just wait and see...