When I write these word they help me feel
It's like each sentence helps me heal

Each line is a session of therapy
Each line are all a part of me

I'm sorry that I'm not logical
My feelings can't be rational

My heart cannot be defined by science
I can't give society dominance

My anger can raise hell
It can be a bombshell

My love is deeper than the ocean
My mind thinks of her every motion

My heart bleeds out sorrow
Sometimes I don't wanna see tomorrow

I don't know why I write
But every stroke just feels right

I looked up to you
I wish I were you

You and I were the same
Even though people told me you were insane

I didn't care what anyone said
Because when I needed you
You always came to my aid

But then you weren't there for me
When I needed you the most
It felt like no one cared for me
I was so lonely

I used to hate you
I'm glad I forgave you

All the thoughts of fantasy
I dreamed us as a family
Ended up being a sad tragedy

I won't make the same mistake
I'll be there for every birthday cake
From the time they wake
To the time we go to the zoo and see a king snake
In fact well even make Swiss steak
Or cupcakes
Or pound cake
We'll play with snow flakes
We'll go see great lakes
I'll be there for heartbreaks

I'll give them the love I never had
I've forgiven you already and I'm not mad
But at the end of the day I'm still glad
You were my Dad