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  Jan 2018 Lin
Eudora
I fall on my knees...*
my fingertips kiss the ground.
I incline my head...
my eyes close slowly.
I gasp for air in between shallow breaths...
my lips quivering.
A torrent of tears gush out
and drench every ounce of my soul...
whilst every fibre of my being...
and every beat of my heart
pray...


*a prayer for hope.
  Jan 2018 Lin
Eudora
Doleful and rheumy
Lost their light and sparkle
Shuttered and heavy
Stars in them no longer twinkle
  Jan 2018 Lin
Eudora
Release the thoughts
and daunting images,
from the prison of this mind.

Allow peace,
trust and faith,
to remedy these exhausted breaths.

Knead sincerity,
wisdom and positivity,
into this growing passion.

Efface the insecurities
and depressed inner voices
from this feeble self.

Fuel this heart
with goodness, patience,
strength and kind selfless love.

To keep going and living,
one day at a time

*as the earth takes another trip around the sun.
Lin Jan 2018
Tonight
There are no winners
Nor are there losers
Tonight
We have a truce
We are not scared
But we aren’t brave
We are no longer empty
But not quite full
We aren’t screaming in pain
But we aren’t laughing from relief
Tonight is a truce
No side won
Nor did one loose
For tonight
We are between
Darkness and light
Not feeling terrible but not feeling great. Everything seems level after all this time.
  Jan 2018 Lin
ryn
Someday will come for us.
Till then our blemished secrets
and tarnished dreams only lay in wait.

Our hands may now yield nothing...
But “someday” sleeps quiet
at the back of our minds.
Awaiting for enough time to elapse.

Someday can never be rushed.
It can never be summoned.
It will come when it comes
and when it does, we’d hardly notice
it’s arrival because the anticipation
and longing will be replaced by overwhelming happiness and relief.

So wait...
It will come.
Someday “someday” will be today.
Lin Jan 2018
You are so brave
A trait that I crave
You aren’t ashamed of what hides inside
You have no problem with saying
And here I am
Broken as you
Not knowing what to do
Or where to go
You and I are the same
But you will never know
I keep the thing that slowly grows
A secret
You talk
You talk about past
You talk about pain
You talk about it
I, on the other hand,
Never say a word
I never say my past
I never say my pain
I never say it
We aren’t the same
You talk
I hide
And secretly cry
I have a friend who is depressed. She is able to talk about it. She doesn’t go into detail or is proud of it, but she’s able to talk. She can say it out loud to friends like me. I, on the other hand, am horrible about this. She has no idea how much I relate and that probably makes me a horrible friend.
  Jan 2018 Lin
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my heart
it pounds
so vigorously
suddenly
i cant breathe
everything starts to shift
panic takes over
i'm suddenly overwhelmed
trapped
i feel myself breaking faster than my body can handle
i cry for help
but all i can do
is stare blankly
and not say a thing
i am having a panic attack. i hate school so much. someone please come and **** me. I swear i might try tonight if it comes to it. i hope some of you find peace with this piece. I also hope that i helped you to understand your feelings. Poetry is a great coping mechanism. It is a way to put your feelings into words.
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