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Justin S Wampler Jun 2015
Just another reason to drink
and be miserable.

Like, oh great,
I was ******* born
however many years ago.

I dont remember exiting
my mother's womb,
so I'll make sure I do my best
to forget the anniversary of it.

*******.
Justin S Wampler Jun 2021
Bear down on what it means
to be in-between
the dawn and the evening
of my life.

Feels like grit in my teeth.
Sand in my sheets.
Burning coals under my feet.
The glint of a knife.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Porcelain
Sharper than swords
Whiter than ghosts
Shattered in a pile
Porcelain
Like a shallow pool
Of tepid tap water
And I'm dying of thirst
Porcelain
Don't go chipping on me
Now that we've been set free
Dear, you're a skeleton key
Porcelain
Justin S Wampler May 2016
Love lies on the worn carpet of our lives,
bearing the weight of years of footsteps.
It supports us all without question,
never once posing impositions upon us.
We all have our own form of this love,
defined uniquely by personal experiences.

It coats us all with a fierce veil of memory,
it bears the weight of life.

Show me your love
and I'll show you mine.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2015
oh delicious jealousy,
it tastes sour and
black like plaque.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2014
Light the blues shine though
on the withered voice of you
while walking so elegantly into
the dingy reeking bar where two
guys, and one gal speak the truth.
Justin S Wampler Jul 2015
The door creaked and I craned my neck
to get a better look at who walked in.

I saw sultry, pouting lips and an ***
that moved in indignant little circles
as she walked up to a stool at the bar.

My lust was provoked immediately,
and I knew that she knew it by the
way she checked her hair and makeup
in the mirror behind the speed rack.

She was already naked in my mind's eye,
already leaving me in my sad imagination.

It'd been maybe three minutes since she
walked in that squeaky front door,
but I'd already had more than enough.

I left half a beer on the bar
and strode out into the night
without ever even knowing
her name.
Justin S Wampler Jun 2015
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Justin S Wampler May 2015
Why did the dead baby cross the road?
Justin S Wampler Aug 2020
Hope she's got a pen on her,
I bet that she does.
Justin S Wampler Apr 2016
We re-wrote the whole thing,
from the beginning to the end,
over and over and over again.

Clean your plate.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2014
Yeah, like we really cared about
how often teeth were bared.
Sure, we all act it out well yet
the yarn only time will tell.
We really just wanted to breathe in
the air left lingering on these
long lost lairs left to nostalgia,
that we've painstakingly forgotten.
Justin S Wampler May 2015
Shots bought by others
leave me feeling the same as if it were my money buying them.

No matter where the drinks come from,
they all end up in the same stinking ******.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2015
"What was I thinking about? Ah who cares, I'm mashed

Totally ******, can't hardly ******* stand
This is ******* amazing"
"That tastes like hairspray."


#streets
Justin S Wampler Nov 2021
I envy the fools.
The plethora of vapidity
must come as a relief.
I want to be stupid.
I want to be dumb.
Free me of introspection,
grant me ignorance.
I crave idiocy,
I idolize moronic perspectives.
I've spent five years
practicing being dull.
Honing my imbecility.
Searching for bliss.
Hunting for mental silence.
Justin S Wampler Jul 2022
If I try hard enough
the words will come,
won't they?


Won't they?


If I could just...
focus.

Perhaps persistence
will guide the way
toward profundity.

Perhaps even more
importantly, it will
guide me toward
simplicity.  

I'll force my hands
until they produce
something,
anything.
Everything.

Everything for someone,
something for everyone.

Something for you,
and you, and you,
and you, too.

Dearest reader,
with kindred eyes.
My hands shall slave for you
for the rest of my time.
Justin S Wampler Jan 2022
I've nothing
to say.

So I've gone and said it.
10w lazy
Justin S Wampler Jul 2020
Grease, grime and filth
Black hands from all the silt
Knuckles busted
Bleeding thumb
Time to take this
Baby for a run
Starter up
Hop on in
Let's go around the block again
Justin S Wampler May 2022
Girl, womanhood's a boon.

Shine sunlight on your
orchid in full bloom.

Girl, we'll reap, for we've sown.

Your pink flower's slick with
early morning dew.

Mouth watering, do you salivate too?

Taste me, tasting the
spring sweetness of you.

Planted, that fertile soil in June.
Justin S Wampler Nov 2023
My suspension of disbelief
is riding on leaf springs,
and trying to enjoy any ******* thing
is a bumpy ride for me.

I just don't know
what I believe.
Justin S Wampler Jul 2016
She's ******* ****,
like biting your lower lip and
pulling your hair out ****.
Lazy Sunday morning ****,
the kind of **** that lingers
and continues to surprise me
when I least expect it.

My teeth ache in yearning
to knot my fingers up in
her oceanic waves,
my teeth ache for her
on the bridge above.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2021
"There's a doorknob
on the floor, Bob."

A man named Fred
once said.

"That's not the floor,
you total bore,
can't you get that
through your head?"

Bob turned to Fred and sighed
as he bitterly replied

"We're standing on the wall is all,
don't make me tell you that again."

Fred's brows furrowed
in desperate concentration.

"But the stairs go out the window
and lead up to the basement!
Your blueprints don't make sense
in this configuration.."

Bob turned red
with anger and dread,
and full of exasperation
he said

"I swear one day
this house will be
a beautiful work of art,
you'll see!"
Justin S Wampler May 2015
Slowly killing minds
and turning up time.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2016
God it's just so funny,
or maybe it just feels that way
because I smile so **** much,
and how she makes me laugh all day.

Man I'm so **** lucky
this opportunity came my way,
because between the rough *******
and the way we dream while wide awake
I know that this love is here to stay.

Sheesh it's so **** crazy
how it's happened so fast,
but I'm so **** confident we've built
something beautiful that can last.

So don't mind me as I burn
so brightly, and in turn
I'll dream of you nightly
until I can return.
Justin S Wampler Jun 2015
When I'm drunk I always think that I drink too much.

When I'm sober I always drink because I think too much.
Justin S Wampler Apr 2015
Sometimes reality just don't do it for me.
Sometimes ****** is key.
Justin S Wampler Dec 2019
Mouse in the toilet,
drowned in the night.
I ponder, how long
It managed to keep swimming?

I ponder how long
I could've kept swimming.

Maybe three...
Four hours?
The porcelain walls
Slick as ice.

I ponder the precarious
Balance between
Exhaustion,
And death.

Cramping legs and arms,
Needing a quick break,
Breathing water,
A black tunnel.

Was I an hour too late,
Or just a few minutes?
Had I not hit snooze,
Would the mouse still
Have been swimming?

Treading the balance?

Would it have feared me?

Would I have even saved it,

Or ****** on it?

Would it have saved me?


I need to ****.
Justin S Wampler Jan 2022
Ahh, that sweet familiarity.
Effervescent glugs of flowing amber,
laminarity long forgotten
with this well-practiced wrist.

Some still spills,
occasionally.

Sop it up with a sleeve,
or one of the *** laden socks
on the ground.

Don't come here,
the door is locked and
the person within
is no longer
the person you remember.

Though he's always been here,
waiting to swim.

He floats atop the gallons of flowing amber
that I've been trying to drown him in.

Smiling his bitter smile,
bearing his knowing grin.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2022
The waffle god never taught me to swim
through his crashing waves of authentic maple syrup,
and my butter pad hat slowly begins to melt
and blind my eyes
as my thoughts run fiery hot
with pulsing liquid rage
for the contempt I have
about this futile trial.

I'm happier dead and drowned
afloat face down
atop the vast, vacuous,
and viscous liquid sugar
that has thoroughly coated
my lungs and my throat.
Justin S Wampler Feb 2022
The milk goes first.
I'm tired of being ostracized by the cereal-firsters.

I've watched these freaks literally fill an entire
bowl up to the top with cereal, then try to fit
milk in. They get one solid layer of crunchy goodness
then have half a bowl left of mushy, soggy garbage.

And yes,
it's a soup.

*******.
Justin S Wampler Nov 2016
You'll see one day,
when you're only nineteen
and life is a liquid
in which you swim
and drink deeply of,
that life will get you drunk
and you'll sleep so soundly
and dream your golden dreams
until one day you wake up
and you'll be thirty-three.

Hungover from living
a little too quickly,
you'll think to yourself:
*what happened to me?
Listen to how they speak,
the faces on all the screens.

Words blend,
incoherence.
No one is
making sense.

It's not just a hiccup,
not just a cough,
it's a death rattle
and it's clear to us all.

Listen to how they speak
and you'll hear
the blatant fear
of their imminent defeat.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2016
They drank steadily throughout the day,
cheering and laughing heartily
every chance that came their way.
Gun slung low,
and caught off guard
the first one died
smiling and proud.
The echo of that shot
still rings in their ears,
eternally solidifying
that day in fear,
for the lad's
dear comrades,
every time
they taste beer.
Justin S Wampler Jun 2015
Burn holes in my arms,
melted wax on the back of my neck
and god I ******* stink.
Justin S Wampler Feb 2022
A gnarled guardrail
is what remains.

One day they'll fix it,
I'll never think of you again.

Life proceeds.
It speeds
along these
worn streets.

I eye
the guardrails
with fervor, fervently.
I sometimes
yearn
to gnarl one up.

Eyes on the lines, now.
They'll lead me
home.
Justin S Wampler Feb 2015
The night had already begun before Harold had awoken, and as his eyelids lifted, the sun was slowly sinking like a lifeboat with a gradual but determined leak. He got out of bed and crossed naked to the windows, where he pulled closed the blinds to shut out the last slanted rays of the day from pelting him in the face.
"Hahhh..." He sighed with relief at the reinforced darkness, and lay back down in bed facing the ceiling without bothering to pull the blankets back up and over his body.

He thought briefly 'I'll never fall back asleep now, my body just won't take any more rest, I suppose' he had been sleeping for almost 14 hours at this point. Yet he didn't move from his horizontal position, but instead lied still with his eyes affixed to the ceiling and felt his retinas irising open to greedily take in what strands of light still remained. It was odd, feeling his eyes adjust like that. The kind of feeling you don't notice until you really focus on feeling it.

Suddenly and seemingly without cause his head rolled to the right, and he flinched at the brightness of his digital alarm clock on the nightstand beside him. In a brief confusion he read the clock and thought 'How is the sun setting at 11:37 pm?..' but then remembered it ran 5 hours too fast since the last time he lost power, and he had been too lazy to set it correctly.
"It's 6:37 you numb ****," he said to himself in a voice little more than a harsh whisper, "**** clocks anyway."

Sighing again, he swung his feet off the bed and felt them pendulum to the ground with an unsteady muscle spasm and he was startled briefly by his lack of equilibrium. 'Sleeping for 14 hours at a time will do this to a person, especially a person as hung over as I am..' as he thought, his mind throbbed with every unspoken word and he averted thinking about the previous night.

He righted himself and sat there on the edge of his bed, or his casket as he liked to think of it, and let his head hang limp and buried in his hands. "Another day well spent," Harold's voice cracked and rasped on the words he spoke, and he stood to fix himself a glass of water whilst gripping an unlit cigarette that he grabbed from his nightstand in between his lips.
Justin S Wampler Jul 2022
Blue and chartreuse.

Painted true.

Doused in epinephrine.

Ignited by you.
Justin S Wampler Jun 2015
Sore palms from third-degree burns would be worth it,
just to run my inquisitive fingers through her hair ablaze.

A simple shadow, and feathers born from ashes of the past
are all that I've gleaned, yet still enough to make me crazy.
Justin S Wampler Jul 2015
It's been so **** long,
trying to forgive myself.

Can't figure out what I did wrong,
but I'm sure it's all my fault.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2015
From the time we meet,
I want you to forget me.

And the reasons we seek,
will make you regret me.
Justin S Wampler Apr 2015
Thirty six days
and nary a trace
of evidence indicating
she will ever go away.
I wrote this about Arlo Disarray.
Justin S Wampler Mar 2022
I want to eat
until I don't feel anymore
because
when I feel
I don't want to eat anymore.




I'm going to start seriously drinking again
because
I've been doing a lot of serious thinking again.

**** rhyme.
It's been made
ten thousand times.
*******.
**** me.

If you die
before me,
I'll exhume you
and curl up
against the
cold flesh.

Finally your outside
will match
your insides.

Chilled,
and rotting.
Justin S Wampler Oct 2020
Ma'am now don't you see?
This conversation,
As fulfilling as it may be,
Try to keep it short and sweet,
Because I got business at the bottom.

Close your eyes, come with me.
Flying south on vacation,
Landing strip lined up beneath,
My tongue, my mouth, my teeth,
I got business at the bottom.
Justin S Wampler Nov 2021
I feel like chunky peanut butter started out
as a failed batch of regular peanut butter,
and they were all like
"****. What do we do with all this
partially blended peanut butter?"
Then the suits probably figured:
"market it as intentional,
******* rubes will buy anything."
Justin S Wampler Oct 2020
Yo ****.
Disere trans ain't long for living.
She gotta bouta hunnert miles left inner,
If dat.
Limp er on down Alan's,
Dem dere'll see what's dere to see.
Maybe she got but grit inner gears,
Maybe first just gone and done quit.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2016
Where's the mothballs?
I hate this place,
the empty ******
is a stinking disgrace
and Vincenzo should know
that he's too old to be doing this
all on his own.

But maybe he can
be the last one standing,
at the end of the night
I'm just a man
too drunk to know right
from wrong.
Justin S Wampler Sep 2020
I can put my boots on blind
Not adverse to working overtime
I'm up before the sun
Don't need to carry a gun
But baby at the end of the day
When I'm tired and sore
I get excited to keep on this way
Even as I start to snore
Cause money don't stretch a long way
When I want to buy so much more
Justin S Wampler Jan 2021
Ripped up, little pieces of paper.
The baritone hints of doubt on a voice.
Redundant pens lining the shelf.
Accumulated dust, hair, dirt.
Faint scents from long ago burnt incense.
Paper and ink.
Machinery gone silent in contempt.
Hollow sounds of footsteps from the hallway.
A wooden chair being drug across a kitchen floor.
Chimes, bitter tinkling like an old music box.
Distant atonal whistling, creaking foundations.
Glass bulbs swinging ever so slightly.
Bare filaments, jagged lines burnt into retinas.
Softness within a blanket.
Feeling the weight of gravity.
Letting bones stretch, muscles twitching.
Eyes racing and alive beneath their lids.
Heartbeats.
Touch.
The color yellow.
Justin S Wampler Aug 2021
It's too late.

Can you not see
that the pages are full
but the soul is empty?

It's too late.

I'm tired and dead
from wishing all these wishes
that're racing through my head.

It's too late,
it's over you fool.
Don't bother submitting.
Don't go back to school.
Justin S Wampler Dec 2020
The cabinets are all closed,
But I still don't know
Where the dishes go.

Sneaky little memories.

Anxiety and coughing.

Staying up late
To *******.

Flashcards.

Whiskey.

Life rolls on I suppose.
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