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87 · Oct 2020
Life?
Khaab Oct 2020
What is this life?
Every single time it's a question...
Isn't this funny?
With my family...it feels like a party
Where I feel like dancing...
On some nights, it's like the saddest novel
When the coming day feels like a burden
On rainy days... its like my favourite song
It goes on.....smoothly
On some days... it feels like a comedy series
Where I can hear laughters behind me
And sometimes it feels like....


Nothing!....its wierd that day.
I like it...how I experience different things...feelings...emotions...through my life.I am thankful for every moment....but it will always remain a mystery for me.
86 · Aug 2020
Calm?
Khaab Aug 2020
She looked at herself in the mirror
Her eyes were calm.


Just the way...oceans are calm before the storm.
She did not let the tears fall
Proving to herself that she was strong...silly girl!...huh!
Khaab Oct 2020
I guess..its never the end,
The end is the start of the new beginning
The beginnings wait for the ends to come.
Even if you slept tired and hopeless last night...
Today the break of dawn
will mark a new energy and hope for you.
The end of a catterpillar is...
beginning of the life of a beautiful butterfly.
The methods change as ideas wheel around minds
But the basic principle never ends.
So...I guess it's all connected!
We all are growing and meet thousands of people
But...very few stay...
If it all ends up with someone
Either you find yourself or a new person finds you...
The loosened ropes of one relation
tightens it up for another...
And this way it goes on.
Nothing ends...even we as humans have a soul residing inside us...which never ends.
84 · Aug 2020
Creator of stars
Khaab Aug 2020
No matter how scared you are  
No matter how deep you go
in a dark place filled with pain.
The creator of stars will
hold your hand
And pull you out
in the morning sun.
You can believe in him.
83 · Jul 2020
Lost...
Khaab Jul 2020
She used to wonder in a dark place called mind,
Where lanterns of thoughts lightened up the place...
And kept her awake all night.
Her mind is like an amusement park...
where she loves taking rides on the
roller coaster of thoughts.
82 · Oct 2020
Not an easy one
Khaab Oct 2020
I want to write poems
Day and night...I feel like doing this
But the words are lost...
I try to find them in the sky
I try to find them under the table
But they are lost...
The change is not an easy one
With every new day...I discover
a new smile...a new tear...
a new hate...a new love...
every single day I find something new.
Waiting to get myself back soon.
I can feel it
81 · Aug 2020
🌹
Khaab Aug 2020
The body heats up and the mood, swings
The blood that she cringes over is holy,
It's painful because it's the shedding
of all the preparations that were done to welcome a new life.
A life that was going to be a part of her body.
The pain is the scream of her body
as it had worked hard for the 9 month ceremony🌸
But has to let it all out!
To all the girls out there! you are a Goddess
As the world rises from You.
Every girl's body becomes a mother every month by preparing for the welcome and then sheds tears at the end of every month. I love the fact that every girl is born with feminity in every part of her body.
Isn't she beautiful?
Khaab Oct 2020
They say," change is the only constant thing..."
And she changed...
As her soul danced between the four seasons
From feeling powerful to the most miserable person
She felt everything...everytime.

There were times when summer flourished
When she took dips in the ocean of stars
And danced the nights away with the fireflies.

But she enjoyed the winter more
Where the winter rains calmed her
And the Dark and Cold felt as her own people.

But before she met them...the maple tree in her garden
was changing colors...from green to orange
She picked up the fallen maple leaves
and played among them.
As she saw everything around her fading away...
She felt autumns were beautiful,
Because she had to be dead to feel live again.

The time passed by...
I remember her sitting...eating her cake
Waiting for the winter to end and spring to come
Waiting to sing songs under her cherry blossom.
Her heart was her home and she sat their celebrating the seasons
She loved all the seasons but something was special about winter and spring...♥
78 · Jul 2020
They call out to me...
Khaab Jul 2020
I wish to get lost there
It's a place in the lap of mountains,
close to the heart of nature.
They say life hits different in these towns,
towns in the arms of nature.
I wish to take in that air...
the air which will fill my lungs
with excitement.
I feel like dancing with the clouds
that will come down to meet me.
Reading my favourite book under the
lamp post on the wet streets
is all I long for.
There are days when mountains call out to me...
Ask me to come back home,
But all I have are the excuses
caught in these plains.
Till that time all I do...
is wait with the night
missing the woods everyday.
Mama says," Who doesn't ♥ nature?...I feel revived when I am surrounded by nature..."
Khaab Aug 2020
With a torch in my hands


I look for happiness in the dark.
Oho! where did I keep it?
77 · Sep 2020
The little thing
Khaab Sep 2020
You are your own Sun
And the little thing beating
inside your chest
has your rising phoenix soul!
Yes...that little beating thing
which is caged inside your ribs,
It's precious but wild as well
So take care.
Just embrace it! shine bright!
🔥
77 · Sep 2020
Kicked out!
Khaab Sep 2020
I gave you space in my home
I gave you my bed to sleep
I gave you my food to eat
I did everything
But what did you do?
But you...Ugh!
You split all that water on my bed
And created a mess in my kitchen
And broke all the things
But! you know it's not your fault
That's how you are!

I was upset
So I packed your stuff
and kicked you out!
And now I hope, you
never try to come back
this way!
It's better to kick some people out of your life! Now I will clean my home and be careful while opening the door next time.
77 · Aug 2020
What to do?
Khaab Aug 2020
Why do I wake up feeling this way every morning?
My tears have dried up.
I am tired of this...so tired
that now...my soul needs a surgery.
I want to escape but I am caught up really bad.
Now...what to do?
* sigh *
76 · Oct 2020
Won or not?
Khaab Oct 2020
The sky is becoming happy again...
The flowers dance with the wind
And I can hear the piano playing...
Instead of shedding tears,
I am shedding the old ***** skin...to cherish the new one!
May be the spring has come...
But I feel like I have still not won.
It's hard to win but I am not giving up...
76 · Sep 2020
The cycle of life
Khaab Sep 2020
To enjoy the coming spring
First, you need to move out in winter.
To make your little heart feel warm
First make it feel cold.
Even your soul and her home,Heart
become stronger, only after...
Someone hits and almost breaks them.
Isn't it awful but amazing?
The way life teaches it's lessons.
The cycle of life
is from pain to pleasure.
So let's not lose hope...
Let's not be scared of those wounds,
Because that's only where the light
will enter and heal that soul.
Let's not forget, the brightest stars are
seen on the darkest nights...
And only after the darkest night...
The brightest light of dawn will come.
People come and go. Some will leave you with memories and some will break you. But life goes on and makes us stronger with every new obstacle. I know it's extremly hard sometimes. But let's face it...face to face!
74 · Aug 2020
What does she feel?
Khaab Aug 2020
It feels heavy all the time
As if rather than carrying an *****
She is carrying a stone within the ribs.
Somedays she is just tired...
73 · Sep 2020
Good or Bad?
Khaab Sep 2020
There is nothing like good or bad,
I guess this world is something above that.
The things which were repulsive
and horified me as a child
are conventional in this world.
It was just me...a kid, splitting up
this world into good and bad.
My father has always told me...this world is completely different than what it is in my head...Today I understood your point Pa!
69 · Oct 2020
⛅ or 🌑 ?
Khaab Oct 2020
Emily Dickinson said," The brain is wider than the sky..."
Some thoughts are like clouds in this sky
But some thoughts pollute it...
Changing the bright sky to a darker one.
A dark sky with no stars...
But yes...there is a moon
Just like a window in a dark room with no door...
which gets smaller....and...smaller with every coming day.
But how can we forget, we are the little birdies
Flying high in our sky mind.
Some days we ride on our cloudy thoughts
And some days we look here and there...
finding a ray of light in the dark.

Our mind is the place, where we live
So let's welcome the beautiful thoughts
as our loved ones...
And fear not slamming the door!
in the face of dark thoughts...
bringing the uninvited guests...stress,anxiety and depression.
Hey! my fellow birdies...
I believe it's completely our own choice to
fly high in the cloudy sky
or watch it turn darker from the home.
60 · Jul 2020
Mind is a sadist
Khaab Jul 2020
Heart was surrounded by agony
She cried in pain in front of Mind,
Brutally injured by his knife like thoughts.
And Mind being a sadist
did not stop!
But... what did she ask for?
She just wanted to experience a peaceful sleep
that was lost years ago...
She was tired...
60 · Jul 2020
Music
Khaab Jul 2020
It feels like water on the barren land of my soul
After the long lost journey...
Music feels like home.
In this world of science
music is the magic...
58 · Aug 2020
Thoughts
Khaab Aug 2020
Emily Dickinson wrote it right,
"The brain is wider than the sky."
I'll write...The thoughts are free
like birds in that sky.
It's just, some thoughts are powerful like eagles
Some thoughts are beautiful like humming birds
And some thoughts are..............are like vultures.
            *silence
I just realised that thing...

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