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Black lake, black boat, two black, cut-paper people.
Where do the black trees go that drink here?
Their shadows must cover Canada.

A little light is filtering from the water flowers.
Their leaves do not wish us to hurry:
They are round and flat and full of dark advice.

Cold worlds shake from the oar.
The spirit of blackness is in us, it is in the fishes.
A snag is lifting a valedictory, pale hand;

Stars open among the lilies.
Are you not blinded by such expressionless sirens?
This is the silence of astounded souls.
I am haunted:
Not by poltergeist,
but by my unlived lives.
Parallel universes
won't ever speak,
they took an oath
to keep from me.
I have words and voices
humming in my head
that will never be met
outside of my bed.
I have to accept
I cannot have it all,
I have to accept
knowing nothing at all.
 Jan 2021 Jesse Haydn
Benzene
Hey smile!
Where are you?
I'm searching you everywhere
But you are not there.

Is this our friendship
Which we have shared
I don't need you to be fake
Please give me a real smile
And awake

As it is the only one
Which can hide my pain
Comeback my dear
And stay on my face
Let's shake the hands
And disappear all the aches
 Jan 2021 Jesse Haydn
Benzene
It's okay to cry
When
There is too much in your heart
Cause
this is law of nature
As
The clouds rain too
When
They get heavy.
And
I promise to you
This
The tears you've cried.
Will
Not go in vain
Cause
There is someone
Who
Would swim as many oceans
Just
To get to you.
So
Don't worry
.
 Jan 2021 Jesse Haydn
Brae
Sunset shrinking behind you,
the silhouette of your nose and your chin and the open
crook of your mouth chasing daylight
in reverse.
 Jan 2021 Jesse Haydn
brynna
my body is but a canvas
for my blades to construct upon
TW: Self Harm
 Jan 2021 Jesse Haydn
brynna
through the corridor,
the steps of your heart have a beat
the balcony on the second floor,
the creases in my sheets
 Jan 2021 Jesse Haydn
brynna
guilt has not but one form,
but thousands
some persist in prolonged periods;
prowling through the past programs of the mind
while many blow wind in your eyes,
each time the sun goes down
not the best, but as i am suffering from covid i have learned more about guilt than i thought possible
Drowning in my own tears
But I’m their only cause.
Depreciating according to Culture’s standards
Of a girl with no blemishes or flaws

My emotions have been put behind bars
My soul is dying behind this face
For while on the inside im in pain
All you can see is a woman of beauty and grace

People think that they know me
But they only know the ’me’ that I show
For the real me is not approved of by our society
Living my life on a self-inflicted death row
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