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Some nights I prefer reading a book,
indulging myself in a nonexistent world,
rather, a nonexistent universe
where you and i were never cursed

Some nights I prefer solitude,
in the comfort of my home,
with nothing but a glass of wine
and you, running on my mind

Some nights there I lay,
on the cold ground,
trying to mend myself though I know
you're the only one that could

Some nights I wish
that there are no more wishes
nor prayers I could pray
just so you would stay.

some nights.
you didn't take a cup of a tea
that I made in the morn just for you
you didn't take a chocolate
that I bought at night only for you
you never took anything
that I sincerely gave to you
then I realized that
you've made me
look like a fool
by giving me
a thousand times
of rejection.
i will not

t
e
a
r

myself

a p a r t

to make someone else

WHOLE
 Dec 2017 Jamie Lee Jaylind
Row
I know what we were is gone
That’s ok
I know what we had is history
I like history
That’s ok
I know where we feel the best is behind us
Those were my favorite spots but
That’s ok
Is time really the healer of all pain
Does pain really ever go away
These questions ponder in my brain
And the pain seems to want to stay

It eats at you like a cancerous cell
The thoughts linger in my mind
Things I need not dwell
However, peace I cannot find

A battle against my sanity
Nobody is fighting but me
Yearning for sweet serenity
Longing to release this pain and be free

To you my happiness might be real
I wear my mask just right
To hide the sadness that I feel
To mask the internal fight

The pain is so surreal
Feeling numb inside
I wish this wasn’t real
This pain I wish to hide
 Dec 2017 Jamie Lee Jaylind
tate
poor brother likes a girl,
thick hair with many of curl.
got rejected but didn't feel sad,
losing girl who doesn't appreciate him makes he glad.

all we had were fragments,
we try to fix the broken heart.
within the shame and sentiment,
knowing it doesn't change a single part.

climbing up the roof,
looking for another way out.
we all human and goof,
doing mistake that's us all about.
There's something glittery
Below her flattering eyelashes
That never shows any Mystery
But are capable of burning me to ashes

Radiated dark lines underneath
Looks like heavens shine
Her careless makeup hid her pains beneath
And often washed her cheeks down in brine

It's her eyes that is green like one's in a daydream
It's her eyes that tries to hide all the pains
It's her eyes that mists over pretty things
It's her eyes that I want to kiss and never wants to miss
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Then you would be the alcohol that is burning me from the inside out...

*but at least your seeping pain is allowing me to heal...
The Only thing I have to say - you are painful... but at least you are allowing me to heal from the damage others have caused....
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