Love is just a drug,
don't get addicted.

****, ecstasy, mandrax.
All these substances but
when they ask me for drugs,
I tell them about Your smile.

I try and try
but this rehabilitation,
it just isn't working.
I need something stronger.

****, ecstasy, mandrax
I try all these things
to remove You from my mind.
But when I see You smile,
I get lost in Your eyes.

Problem is...
You not smiling at me.

Your cheeky smile
and those big brown eyes.
I need to forget You!
I need You out of my mind!

You drained my soul,
weakened me to the bone.
To me, You were poison.
Killing me slowly, but still
Your love,
it was my drug.
And I,
I can't get rid of my addiction

I always thought,
what am I without You?
But what am I with you?

A soul-less body.
You were to build me up, but instead
You were a wrecking ball, rummaging through
the walls of my life, leaving me
broken down.

Every kiss, a pint of venom.
Every word, an injection of poison.
How could I have not seen?

Every word a lie.
Until you spoke the truth,
Stung like a bee.
Hurt like a stampede.

And as I lay my head a rest,
You probably out being happy
while I am a mess.

You were my downfall.
You were my favourite mistake.
A nightmare, disguised
as a daydream