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  Jun 2014 My Endeavor And Bliss
Victor
Remember that silly promise?
"I will be there forever."
We never even reached ever, dear.
Never got to live forever.
Your smile I once loved..
Now live to forget.

And now I'm just here..
Living in regret.
Not even knowing whats next..

There's nothing left!
There's nothing left!
~ Lileeuhh
I should have stayed with you that night, Then right now I'd probably be alright. It would've made these feelings a little bright, But now I'm living through it again tonight.
~Lileeuhh

this is dedicated to my friend that took his own life.. I'm sorry.
I fight....... to keep my dreams
alive alive
alive
but* everyday they seem to
die die
die
once in a while I'm able to
revive revive
revive
...but..
*why?
Hold fast to dreams
For is dreams die
Life it a broken bird
that cannot fly.
                    --Langston Hughes
  Jun 2014 My Endeavor And Bliss
Court
You said you loved me but I don't think you know what that means

What kind of love would leave me on the ground in your tshirt with teary eyes?
What kind of love would listen to twenty seven (
literally twenty seven) voicemails of me crying and begging you to reply and not respond to a single one?
What kind of love would kiss me today and leave me tomorrow?
What kind of love would listen to my past without the intention of being in future?
What kind of love would just let go?

You said forever but I don't think you know what that means
****...how long will I have to fight? It's like I go threw it every night.
I keep telling myself it'll be alright.. but I have lied once again tonight.
I keep telling myself to stay strong, While I'm listening to the same song. But everything I do seems wrong, Feeling like I don't even belong.
~ Lileeuhh
Fake smile
Dried eyes
Scratched wrists
Bruised thighs

White pills
Rope tied
Gun loaded
*Suicide

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