Jessica Applegate: Poems

1.7k · Apr 2015

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736 · Nov 2016

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736 · Jan 2016

Guitar strings strumming my mind

Jessica Applegate Jan 2016

Guitar strings strumming my mind

Tip tap. Tip tap,
Beauty from the fingers,
The aroma in my mind is the sound that always lingers.
The never ending strum of the strings in the evening. Waking in the morning after dreams and still believing.
Nothing is out of reach giving as a warning
our minds can dance and our hearts can preach. But hey its still the morning

687 · Jul 2018

Daddy issues

Jessica Applegate Jul 2018

Daddy issues

To think back to the glory days is all that's left to do.
To curl up in a ball of stress and remember what's left of you, the day I found you calling me I was to late to save,
the loss of being late will haunt me to my grave..
The look of distance in the death that's when I think I knew... It's time to grasp a life alone and finally get a clue,
You tought me much and loved me like no other.. You were my dad I had no mother.
So now I see a bit of happiness although I'm filled with doubt and crappiness I bite my tounge and close my eyes and see a life of hope,
just to realize I'm finally living hanging from this rope. R.I.P

685 · Apr 2015

We are the future

Jessica Applegate Apr 2015

We are the future

I am twisted.
I am scattered and sketched.
I’m a trip
I don’t need a drink or a sip.
I am the color of the energy.
The strong that gives vaccines
To the ones who reach out to prayers and lost dreams.
I am a survivor of bruises cuts and an old punching bag in between fights.
I’m a mess a mess by the guess.
A rebel formed from a hell hold called home.
Stand tall out of this
On my level out of this dome,
You’d get confused and thrown off cause I roam far
All Alone.
I am open
And I care
Wide awake is why I share.
I bring wisdom, facts, and not opinions
It’s been me since the beginning.
I believe in no false image
But what I’ve seen kindness is a treasure.
And I’ve forgotten the mean.
Your past does not define you.
Because it is left behind you.
I leave you mind blown
Stuttering.
But you’ll be completed on my app.
It’s Christmas time on dads lap.
It’s a button
Easy start.
Just gotta try to heal that heart
Jesse applegate

660 · Aug 2015

Destiny's learning not to care

Jessica Applegate Aug 2015

Destiny's learning not to care

To dream.. Is all we can. To be civilized. To find hope in others, what a work darling... What a companion. What a change and oh what a question... , can we think but decide to leave the moment of chaos. Or let go because we're not satisfied with the ways of the world... The judgments are so important to some because we all thrive for perfection and to be on top. But we all want to be the best in a perfectly normal but selfish way. Like the Ying yang Topsy turvy.. If we didn't care we wouldn't judge. But our life's would be on a pause the world would be on stop. upside down but we would be looking up. And only latching on to faith. and holding our breath for eternity. The human race would die, is that the conclusion? Once we find peace with ourselves we can find peace with each other...... Feed the hungry even if your starving

634 · Mar 2015

What a picture.

Jessica Applegate Mar 2015

What a picture.

Gloss to be left out to shimmer up any dim viewing of the world.

natzis stiching up your crookid smile so you can seem perfectly fine in the society we live in.
That homeless lady thats so broken with out pieces to put back togethor.
We say lets have world peace but when it comes down to it we look the other way in disgust,
global warming may be going on; but I'd sure say it's a cold cold world.
A marvelous fixer upper with potential.
But we all don't live that life,
so for now lets go on with our day driving our car that we worked for or take that bus and remiss the image of the cracked out teen turning in can's..
Can we not face the reality our kids and future generations will continue to stumble.
knowing that it's not going to change? has the world really lost all of it's top dog romodels of peaceful perpouse ? like..
We do only have this life to make a difference and leave an imprint on the world.
And we all can.
Land of the lost where we can flip burgers and get paid minimum wage and swipe plastic through a robot.
Why did we stop looking to the sky for answers? And now instead we look into a tricking time waster we can't leave the house without.
To give love is to know peace.
to learn love is to make new.
Create better for people who need it. Give with only accepting understanding of you're doing but nothing in return.
Shine strength on a weekining world.

560 · Jul 2017

Peace among us all.

Jessica Applegate Jul 2017

Peace among us all.

Explore,
As a human two things make us,
Emotions and selfishness.
What makes a rainbow a rainbow?
Unity of  multiple colors,
Rainbows come after storms.
No matter when or where they have to be.
What's so special of  being one color when you can experience being different and all of above?
Experience everything.
Show emotion,
Pull different colors from people.
Don't let them experience one.
Where there is a rainbow is where there is gold.
Love all.  Lend a hand,
-Jessica applegate

#peace #love #quotes #pride

478 · Nov 2016

Heres to the TRUMPS.

Jessica Applegate Nov 2016

Heres to the TRUMPS.

Land of the free.
As it should be,
Ran by whites money and so much opportunity.
What happened to equal rights?
And diversity.
Why us? Why should we be born into a country with so much hope to share but not include? Most Americans look to wealth but get lost in the reality of riches and won't appreciate a quick penny to feed there family., So focused on the world,tv,music, and celebritys,
Then sitting on their ****
saying "those **** Mexicans are taking all of our jobs"
Yeah you look at that man mowing your lawn in disgust. But feel that mirror in the sky looking back at you saying we're all humans.
That man sees america and money as an oppratunity and is thankful to the job we MERICANS are to lazy to do.
People so focused on what America is today. Things easily givin to them.
man oh man..
People are just trying to make it.
While others have every bit of opportunity to make it but choose to fake it all away.
But you America spend all your money at people looking at you while you're clearly blinded by the picture.
Open up your eyes.
Love all. We all deserve to live a beautiful civilized life. With more then bowls of rice for our families.
As we sit in our living room watching the big screen? Go Trump. Go MERICA.

465 · Mar 2017

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#love #depression #world #hope #friend #real #light #jesus #feel #relax

438 · Jul 2017

To the woman needing her wings back.

Jessica Applegate Jul 2017

To the woman needing her wings back.

He is a snake.
He has manipulated you by stealing the love he doesn't have.
to bring you down.
Karma will get him so pray for him and move on.
Pack your bags and don't look back because that relationship is a reacurring sinking ship. Let go of him. Let go of the man that let you go to this point.
Boo unleash the inner wonder woman thats capable of the world.
Not the wondering woman thinking he is you're world.
Not meant to be togethor meant to move on.
Do you and be 100% the best woman you're capable of and let him cry over the fact that he's a loser that lost out.
Shine on beautiful.

#relationship

427 · Jan 2019

A cup of comfort.

Jessica Applegate Jan 2019

A cup of comfort.

Your scent is of cigarettes and emotion soup,
Misery and misled love.
Crushed hopes and tangled hair.
But yet you sit perched like a cat
Fearing a bath.
Fearing the truth....
Darling your mascara is running.......
Your beauty isn't fading, but the paint is.
Getting something real for once reminds you of what pain is,
So you slip back into the galaxy at the edge of the world and refuse to look at the rearview mirror because you know its far beneath you.
Right now you have this time,
This magic. Everythings real...
You're above whats plastic.
And what you see behind you isn't the world you want but a war of ants on a tiny flower.
All rooted to the same source.

The hopes you had as a little girl..
The fact that you are sand but also a pearl.
A mad mystery to most,
when you're all alone with tears in your eyes looking at the stars,
When you're here on earth but mind is on mars.
And bits of colors shimmer as that last tear runs down your cheek.
Remember that dead fish all go the same way in a creek...
And that you may be crazy but you are not weak.

400 · Sep 2017

Originality Lost.

Jessica Applegate Sep 2017

Originality Lost.

I prepared you for what's real.
Motivated and kindled the fire that went out inside your soul long before I came.
   I brought comfort even when you cut my wings as I promised I would never leave.
I managed to fly with the baggage although it still stings.
To show you peace is all I wanted.
   Leave? Never...
I'd have to dance with your hands wrapped upon my neck saying if you go its over.
Either way I went it's not.
The flames will never die between us because what I hold is fire,
And as I sit below the faucet scrubbing off what's left of ash, I manage to breathe freely but our memories make me choke.
And even though I know your secrets I'll  never take your smoke...

384 · Jul 2018

White

Jessica Applegate Jul 2018

White

ahhh now I'm out ,
  **** I'll give you a try,
snort, smoke, shoot,

never toot ya the boot...
your hand just took me oh hard so shook me,
I need that lift,
  ya satins gift,
rock and roll,
I'm a beaty troll,
           your things i stole,
                  lost out control
                       You'd have my back?
I really need you,
                I left them all,
family friends put up a wall,
           I am bound now all around I just ask no more a hit.
         Hey you there you got the "$hit"
For my brother who's lost it.

344 · Dec 2018

Young and lost

Jessica Applegate Dec 2018

Young and lost

Put out your hand,
Lift your heart.
Let’s make moves to neverland.
See me with your eyes,
Blue and yellow.
Play something sweet.
Soft and mellow..
Unplug the plague and adjust your focus.
I want something real but see hocus pocus.
I smell the air of burning worries.
I feel the confusion of depressions illusions,
It’s all in your head.
Hocus pocus,
Remember the light and adjust your focus...
I sense you’ve come to conclusion
That the things we see are just pure confusion,
The things to be are just out of reach
The human stars don’t know how to preach.
It’s 2018 “hey kids drink bleach!”
Like I said it’s the focus.
Not on the screen or one humans race
But your soul to my soul.
Or the stars up in space.
They say you’re dreaming and dancing to grace.
But the way that I see it is
you’re perfect in place.

312 · Jul 2017

Do it

Jessica Applegate Jul 2017

Do it

It's easy to live life simple down stream with the rest,
But if you swim against the current you'll find the best.
Open you're mind and dream for a minute.
What are you doing?
What are you capable of doing?
Wake up and go.
Any moment you can have a new life.
Go out and own the world don't let it own you,
Close the doors that tend to lock you in, a job that you hate, friendships, family,  addictions.
You don't have to lock them just close them gently.
Now, know that in this world they say nothing is free.
But with knowledge or  a passion you already have the key.
You already have a richness that allows you to strive.
Take you're passion and turn it into the way of life.
And that way of life will turn into a lifestyle to live off of.
Do something beautiful.
We have the ocean breeze seven seas humming birds and buzzing bees.
See the world as it is and not how it has become, it's simple.
Don't fear to be alone, but working towards being together with something much bigger,
Who you we're made to be and what you we're made to be.
Fill you're eyes with hope that all things work for the good if you work for the good.
Challenge yourself to see that every thing you vision is possible,
This world sees you're stubborness.
But with you're power to change and let go and live freely,
You will bloom.
Fallow you're purpose and dreams will be you're reality.

304 · Sep 2017

Lend a smile,

Jessica Applegate Sep 2017

Lend a smile,

Have you ever had something so valuable or even nothing at all?
Have you ever fealt the footsteps of the broken and wanted to change the way they walk?
With nothing or everything.
We want happiness,
So what you can give,
Is a smile out of the blue and inspiration among the black and white.
We live and often don't know what for.
So let's live to be kind so someone has something to live for.
Build among the broken not build upon the broken.
Keep you're eyes open and be the person I have hope in.

#love #hope #equality

293 · Jan 2017

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255 · Oct 2017

Be a peacock among sheep.

Jessica Applegate Oct 2017

Be a peacock among sheep.

Take off the mask when you talk to me.
I Know the world is a ***** place.
I know the world trys to shape you into a perfect sheep.
But when you're with me,
Open your mind and breathe something beautiful.
Leave the armor at the door and be soft.
Lets talk soul to soul,
what makes you a vaccination to a world of death?
Lets enjoy a dream.
First lets ring out that sponge of a brain thats clogged with negativity.
See the galaxys in the sky?
Now take that in.
The way the butterfly lands for a moment and flys into the abyss,
The calmness of the river at night when the fish jump,
Find time to enjoy peace.
Find space among the filthy world,
And remember.
You may be covered in mud but are in fact a diamond.
When you forget who you are,
I'll be hear in this tiny cabin.
For you to wash away the impurities of the world. -God

Thank you, for anyone needing a hand or sence of belonging :) you are loved.

#peace #love #god #hope #world #nature

243 · Sep 2017

Home needs help

Jessica Applegate Sep 2017

Home needs help

As I sit upon this night,
In conquer of my mind,
With dreams of much more power..
To help the world that's oh so sour..
I think,
I think of a solution,
A world,
A world
With no Pollution.
With buzzing beez and a healthy breeze. Peace among the nations.
Peace among you.

228 · Mar 2019

The start of something.

Jessica Applegate Mar 2019

The start of something.

It's been days with no one to talk too,
I've shed out all the light from my very bones,
though I'm surrounded by son I still cant feel anything but the darkness,
I feel consumed.

But by something I cant figure out,

which is myself.

Myself is a confused stray, staring into the window of a life I can easily touch but cant feel at the moment.
I have options,
But nothing I can grasp by the soul and use to wake me up.

So I sit here perched with a lit cigarette attempting to carry on and pretend I know what I'm doing.

But little do you know I'm bonkers.

199 · Sep 2018

I am not dead, I am not alive

Jessica Applegate Sep 2018

I am not dead, I am not alive

I only have a handful of words left,
And maybe something sweet.
No words to explain the empty thoughts that fill my mind.
No speech but yes and no.
Hope's for peace but only seeing walls caving in everywhere I look.
Life alone,
I'm living fast and Dying slow.
To hear, To hear.
Old people moaning, clinging to there last word.
Broken and confused,
Felt like a sharp pain thats ran deep into my veins once before
But it's late,
Sitting around in a little solar system,
Here but somewhere else,
She's gone....

179 · Sep 2017

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167 · Sep 2019

Toxic world

Jessica Applegate Sep 2019

Toxic world

I’m not saying I’m depressed but often have my doubts.
I’m not saying I hate life but rich are causing droughts.
Some times I feel hopeless, even when I’m in the clouds.
Evil gets most lavish when leaven in the crowds.
I’m saddened by the hearts that are grieving too much, that feel too hard and have silenced to hush.
The world is ugly but has its beauty besides the fact so many live crudely.
Having all and being best some believe they are above the rest.
What I’ve seen is slaves that live to cater that help the rich and never earn greater.
I want a life of equal rights not a world of constant fights
My spirit is light and sweet and pure I wish the world a treat a cure.
No more evil we all want peace
If you find a door of hope please share the keys

166 · Jun 2018

The perfect drug

Jessica Applegate Jun 2018

The perfect drug

you look a bit down..
I used to live in my bed questioning happiness and the seriousness level that everyone holds expectations too.
To say no is all it takes...
I will not let my soul die at 20 and live to be a hundred.
My inner child must live
We will dance,
We will sing,
We will become famous until our hearts are as rich as we thrive to be in wealth;
Let us sprinkle glitter on a gloomy night so with whatever light there is you may see a spec of beauty all around you..
Pour out my mind with colors leaping onto the black and white that lingers in some of society.
Have I gone mad?
I believe I have.
I conquered my fear of being different.
crazily amazingly unique,
Be someone’s ray of sunshine before they stick in the shade,
Lightin up and brightin up.
Xoxoxo peace among us all

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