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Him
Him
In my world
Your absence is an offensive crime
As my heart is under arrest
And only your presence can bail me out
Just found out his absent at school
Echoes of your giggles haunt me
Leading my heart into a tunnel with nothing but emptiness
Left tracing your fingerprints on my skin
To remind myself of your touch
Choosing to sleep whenever I miss you
But my dreams feel like a trailer of a movie that will never be released
And the thought of us
Feels like reliving yesterday
Agonizingly impossible
Because today exists.
Destiny separated me from my first love. We had to let go of each other due to distance as he had to leave town.
Pieces placed on my palms
As I try to rebuild what I've broken
With glue as my conscience
Of never keeping anything altogether
My TOUCH
Being the wrong ingredient in a well constructed recipe
I never had to take accountability
Was deemed as the suspect already
Gave birth to my fear of touching anything
As my guilt surrenders to each piece of broken glass
And sometimes I wonder if I really love him
Or I found some sense of belonging within him
An expirement of my capability to hold something safe
To find closure in knowing that for once I'm not the danger
No sight of warnings signs
Upon the close proximity of my presence
A young girl who was never given a chance to explain. Her clumsiness being her worst enemy as she has developed a fear of holding anything close to her. So she tries to eliminate the possibility of destroying everything and everyone around her.

— The End —