I can feel the wind
I can feel the waves

Hear me say
I need away

To feel the sun
Not the cold

Be able to run
Not hide in a hole

California Grace
That is my home

I run and bounce,
Scream and shout,
Then shut down
And out for the count

Sweet morning dew
**** is it beautiful
But not as beautiful
As you

Your long, dark, hair
With a touch of
Golden glow
You already know

Looking at your
Ragged dreads
Gives me hope
Our love won't end

You already know
I will walk with you
Forever
Till the end of the road

Beaten down
Oh so heavy
I sometimes wonder
Why my soul left me

So much hate
Circulating our fate
But just standing around
With a stupid face

Get off your phone
And stand up and say
I won’t take your ****
Not another day

We gotta get ******
Stir up the ****
Show them
We are no longer kids

It's our turn
We don’t wanna play
We will end up
Burning down our stage

Mixed emotions
About the day
Throw in some *******
And a lil bit of grace

Head long out
Blowing in the wind
Pulling me away
To the mountains astray

Cruisin on down
The lengthy highway
Pulling back my brain
Before it flies away

Head banging
Bodies bouncing
Metal banging
Screaming loudly

Start a fight
In the pit
Watch out
Before you get hit

I´m getting closer
I´m figuring it out
I feel someway
But don't know how

To Explain

What is truth?
That is what I was asked
To ask myself everyday
To wake up and look
At the world in a new way
And to walk along with a smile
Strapped to my face
Not forcefully
But enough to make a day

Out over the horizon
They tell us what to do
But what we don´t know
Is they are inside us too

We were not the first
And we are not the last
But one day Generations
Will begin to clash

Speakers jumping
To the thoughts in my head
Producing emotion
Throughout the land

I was down but i lifted my head
Looked at the sun
With his plasma dreads
He said to me
No need to be sad

So i picked myself up
And kept playing those jams
Now my spirit lives without dread

I am so happy
Yet impatient as well
The show is today
But I'm still in hell

Doing the book work
That i will throw away
Instead of loving
And enjoying the day

But just a few hours
Until i pop out
Into the woods
So we can all freak out

Keep me sane
Save my brain
I will be the one
To **** me

Oh the feeling, its glee
To look around and see thee
Many smiling faces
All seeing the same thing.

When time lines up
And makes us all one
Everyone knows
The Sync is here

But no one to speak
No need to think
Everyone is synched to their peers
The Unspoken thing is here

Oh the joyous feeling
Of a fantasies reality
Bumping on down the road

On the bus or off the bus
Everybody knows.

Running up
And down
Mountain slopes
With the hope
One day
I'll be home

But until then
I'm in pits
Of sand
Waiting for
Gods Hand

Thump thump thump
Jump jump jump
Twirl twirl twirl
Hurl hurl hurl

Closed eyes
Shows true minds
As you experience
The cosmos

Sitting in empty space
Drifting to not another place
But another face
As I experience my past mistakes

And as I exhale
I am relieved of the weight
Of stress and hate
And open my eyes
To a better place

Hold me close
Don't let go
You know i
Will always need
You

Happy Heron!
Everyone screams
Thousands of people living in trees
Music shakes the earth
Through the night
And people dance with no fright
Thousands of heads
Brought to life
Everyone screams
Happy Heron!

Let us dance and scream
We aren't trying to be mean
We just want love to live
And form and breath

Soldier of the Lord
Was the Name
That I
Was given

I fancied the name
Thinking strength
Was the feature
I was gifted

But later in life
I learned my role
To deal with all
I loved burdens

To give them
The warmth and
The happiness
They deserve

And inhabit
Their darkness
For my soul
To burn

I wanna open my eyes
See beyond the sky
And ask them why
Am I here

I wanna grip the wheel
Punch the steel
And not worry
What's in the rear view mirror

I wanna go full speed ahead
Feel the wind peel
My past
And begin to heal

Colors fill my eyes
And sound waves
Fill my mind
All of which
Are mine.

It is hard to watch
Someone fall apart
It is hard to sit
And watch them suffer

It's in your voice
When you sing
About dying
And ******* nose bleeds

It makes me cry
To see my guy
Dying behind his
Two eyes

I can only imagine
You standing in the woods
Dancing to the music
Taking in all you could

Watching the lights
Flicker all throughout
I wonder sometimes
If you ever laid down

It wounds up tiring
Yet fun it is
I can’t wait for you to come home
And see my lil hippie chick

Laying down
Looking up
Figuring out
What is what

Time moves slow
But everything zips
Right past me
Wish i was somewhere

More relaxing
But relax i can not
I must buy more stuff
N start out souring again

And when i crash
I smack the ground
But with me gone
The world goes around.

A Ripple in light
Tears a space
In my room

Morphing my life
As i dont know it
The devil lurks
But he doesnt show it

Manipulation
Stress
And Pressure

He will do his work
Untill you
Belt under.

Oh the silver cat
Stares
Into your
Soul

He wants to
Know
What your world
Beholds

Oh that smile
Still up when your down
When they won’t listen
And you wanna frown
But that frown stays upside down
I wanna know how

How do you deal with disgust
And the disrespect of fools
And not lose your cool
I wanna know how

To deal with brats
Day in and day out
As I sit back and watch
I wanna know how

Eyes all wide
Open mind
Staring straight
Through the sky

Thumping
Blood rushing
Can hear it
In my ears

Pressure pumping
Unwelcomed company
Whispering in my ear
Playing with my fear

My dream is long
And spread out wide
Across the nation
For a ride
People sing
And people greet
Me and my band of hippies
They send us on
Singing songs
Of life on the road.

Let me lie underneath the pines
And settle out my things
They bounce around
Up and down
Trying to **** me
And as i let them attack
I sink further into the grass
And try to become the same
We are all dirt
And that is what we are worth
So just let me sink.

I see the seeds
And leaves
Begin to grow
Oh we are so close

Look at earth
Our home gone thrown
Into the trash
Not sparing a bone

Materialism
And its gods
Hold us down
And thrive on

Our ability to
Not see past all
The lies and
Carry on with our lives

I see designs and patterns
Flash in my face
While I bust out
Some tunes
With a certain taste

An ensemble of my own waves
Generated from my own brain.

Trickling down off the dirt
Flowing into itself
It moves with pure bliss
But roars with anger of the past

The true sound of life
As it collapses
Into its own self
And spreads out as it please

And all of creation
Thrives off this magnificent,
Ancient product
Of nature's own tears

What the hell is this,
All these **** lies
Filled into big books
To control your minds

Half of these facts
Aren’t facts at all
Let us go back
To the discussion before

What is truth?
Is there any truth at all
Or is there only questions
To fill the halls

To take up your mind
And drive you crazy
Now the universe makes sense
Just maybe.

Circus
The place i call home
Nobody looks around
With judgement in a bone

They welcome me here
They even embrace me
They ask me how
I have yet to go crazy

I tell them that it's too late
My mind is gone off with
A different parade
But i love being stuck in this place

Ripple in the space
As the thread of time sows.
Producing a future
For all us to own.

Yet pull on the strings
And they become strung out.
The world falls apart.

Wiggle and wiggle in my dreams
Though i am yet not asleep.
The rippling of waves on the ceiling
And the tide of the walls closing in.

Yet the sea is red
A Blood Red Sea that it is
Not only drowns but desperately burns at my skin.

So I sit and suffer in this hellish abyss
Thinking of all the sins i didn't did
Thinking am i mad for these thoughts
But what is making me mad is the money
With what i bought.