A Ripple in light
Tears a space
In my room

Morphing my life
As i dont know it
The devil lurks
But he doesnt show it

Manipulation
Stress
And Pressure

He will do his work
Untill you
Belt under.

I wanna open my eyes
See beyond the sky
And ask them why
Am I here

I wanna grip the wheel
Punch the steel
And not worry
What's in the rear view mirror

I wanna go full speed ahead
Feel the wind peel
My past
And begin to heal

I could of done
Whatever I want
Hell I even could of
Became an astronaut

I could of been a mechanic
I could of been an engineer
I could of been what i wanted
But I'm stuck here

I could of built robots
Or create new signs
But I chose to live my life
Getting high

I could of been a scientist
I could of been a priest
Maybe I’d be happier
If I wasn't me

Now I sit all alone
Wallowing
In my own
Scene

I stand on the cliff
Watching the world
Enjoying itself
While it twirls

But the sun beats
On my back
As I acknowledge this
It burns my skin
To a crisp

I look out
But nothing comes by
Just the swirling
Of the sky

I can feel the wind
I can feel the waves

Hear me say
I need away

To feel the sun
Not the cold

Be able to run
Not hide in a hole

California Grace
That is my home