Heather

Dec 2020

Indeed

priceless

in this world
everything is important
before getting
after loosing

Heather Dec 2020

Eyes

Glassy and red
But oh so crystal blue
They’re beautiful
When you make me cry

Ty

Heather Dec 2020

Untitled

Tonight I won’t sleep
Maybe tomorrow I won’t eat
And the next day I may turn into a Marlboro Chimney

I try on different ways to **** myself slowly

Heather Nov 2020

The female condition

Taught to think a partner is happiness
But never being truly happy with ourselves when we are a partner

Constantly trying to be better than the pornstars, models of his dreams
And let’s be real
Better than his mother

Heather Aug 2020

Dead end anxious

Sometimes I drive so far down the highway of my mental illness
My loneliness becomes my whole.

I’m just spinning in circles
Looking for signs
Looking for the road map.

#anxiety #self #worth #mental #health

Heather Aug 2020

Lovesick

I spent three weeks stewing in disbelief
Sweating us from my pores

Today the fever broke
But my body still aches from the chills

I’m exhausted from having and losing you.

These are a few lines from a poem I wrote a year ago that I like as a stand-alone.

#breakups #brokenheart #lovesick #exhausted

Heather Aug 2020

Pero se que un error

I wanted to call you
But I know you don’t want to hear from me

You say you’re always “straight up”
And “you’ll see me in December”

I wanted to hurt you
But I know I don’t matter enough for you to feel me.

You say you “really like me”
And “you wish your mindset was different”

I want you
But I know it’s a mistake

#love #onesided #friends