Heather

Heather Jan 2020

Was it the patchwork dress I wore for my 8th birthday
Or the mud pies we made after the snow melted
Was it the green and black pleated skirt
Or the behavior chart with little red exes

What of these things rooted
Shallow and wide like a redwood
Shading my heart and soul
Encasing me in doubt

#childhood #trauma #anxiety #doubt #aging

Dec 2019

Nina

That waitress

I'm that waitress
Every guy wants to be served by
Wants to talk to
Wants to bring out on a date
I'm that waitress
Guys would want to hit on
Want to bring back home
Want to take advantage of
Sadly that's all I'll ever be
A waitress they want to get laid by

Maybe someday
One day
There will be a guy
That will say
She's that waitress
I would want to marry
And have my future with
Maybe one day
I'd be a waitress
That people would view with good intentions

#waitress #views #perspectives #intentions #*** #love #lust #desires #future

Heather Dec 2019

Tough guy

I’m dangerous
He croaks, throat dry
His blue eyes open wide
Like pools reflecting his truth
Lonely for so long he stoped wanting anything more
And what a woman like me wants
He’ll never understand
But he still chokes me
And whispers your disgusting in my ear
The ***** of the year
Me: educated, beautiful, independent.

#*** #adult #bar #hookup

Heather Dec 2019

My inner voice

I always find myself begging for silence the most
When I’m sitting quietly on my own

Heather Dec 2019

Untitled

I’m not sure why I’m always squinting my eyes to the piercing light of my future
My own hands keeping me from seeing my potential

Dec 2019

Nico Reznick